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BingoSmith

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  1. One of my all time favorites honestly, I always enjoy seeing it pop up again somewhere. Even if it isn’t a loss of control you can see her desperation and relief which I love.
  2. Hi, welcome! I’m also new and hoping to make some friends. More than open to DMing if you want/are comfortable with it. Well, once either of us are able to DM, anyways.
  3. That’s actually literally exactly what happens with me a lot of the times. I leak uncontrollably, but I also feel like inside I could have tried a little harder. But it’s also uncontrollable. It’s a weird oxymoron. Sorry to disappoint but not really comfortable posting anything of myself, at least not yet. The one I posted was PeachyPoppy right before she went on the DNP. Every once in a while when I hold, it feels like my bladder is like, strongly trying to push something out, but I can end up holding it. Lasts like 3 seconds give or take. Is that a bladder contraction/what it feels like?
  4. Hello everyone! 25m, I’ve been lurking here for a long time now but have never really interacted before (aside from the last few days, and as mentioned in my one other post, a video that got removed quickly because the person went on the DNP shortly after my post). Glad to have finally taken the plunge to start interacting here!
  5. I think decently strong, at least in the past. Wasn’t able to lose control if I tried - I’d always give in from pain first. Lately though it seems like once I get an urge it’s very sudden. And while I can last a fair bit, it takes a bit of effort to hold a leak even at that first urge.
  6. Very long time lurker, but for the most part this is my first time posting and interacting here (I posted a video once under a different username but they went on the DNP list very shortly after my post and it was taken down). I think I have a very large and strong bladder, and any time in the past I attempted to hold until I lost control, I could never really lose control of anything at all. It would always hurt too much and I would give in before I was physically unable to hold it. However, that’s changed recently, and I’ve been able to lose some control actually without any pain at all or very little, though it hasn’t been how I expected. When I lose control, I lose it in a lot of spurts and leaks, starting small and getting larger over time. And I’m not even talking like, over a minute or a few minutes. Breaks in between my initial desperation waves before I start leaking can last as long as like 20-30 minutes depending on how much I’m drinking, and once the leaks start it’s still like 5-10 minutes in between or more sometimes. Even when trying rapid desperation. Getting more frequent and intense as time goes on, but there can be a few hours between my first intense wave and the point at which I’ve lost a large portion of my bladder via many leaks, at which point I still have a decently full bladder but also am nowhere near the point of losing it anymore. At no point do I ever feel like I’ve fully lost control of my entire bladder’s contents, as opposed to just leaks and spurts and then regaining control. Any subsequent holds right after losses of control just feel like quicker versions of the same timeline, still only losing in spurts but much quicker to get to that point. My desperation also doesn’t really gradually ramp up in intensity over time, but rather it’ll go down to like a 1 or 2 for a while, and then the urge will suddenly jump up to a 7, 8, or 9, with only the waves getting more intense as time goes on, but always leveling back to a very low 1 or 2, no higher. On the contrary, I know someone who has almost the exact opposite situation. Not much leakage beforehand - maybe a little bit - and then just like that they lose control of their entire bladder all at once. Any attempts at stopping are in vain. Another thing too is that this person seems to feel warning signs beforehand too, and knows it’s going to come out before it happens. And whilst it’s happening, they fully know there’s no stopping it no matter how hard they try. Whereas despite my waves of desperation that always come before a leak, I never know if I’m actually going to leak, how bad it’s going to be, and how long it’ll take to stop until it actually happens and I’m finished. I always feel like there’s some hope of stopping, like I’m subconsciously letting it happen on purpose and not trying hard enough. To be honest their experience is one that I’m very fascinated with, as it’s what I expected to happen with me as well, and frankly I’m envious of it. I can’t seem to achieve it no matter what I try. Well, except for being drunk, I’ve had a sudden entire loss of control that way. And while nice, it isn’t quite the same. I do wonder how much could psychologically change if I were to be in a really desperate situation in public, as all of this so far has been in private. I’m not sure a public desperation situation is one I can artificially manufacture in a responsible way (not involving others without consent/leaving any messes), and one I’m not anticipating to naturally occur any time soon, because as mentioned, large bladder and long time between warning signs and loss of control even when intentionally trying to lose control. As I mentioned I’m really fascinated with the experience, so I’m curious how you all would describe your own experiences with the thoughts and feelings leading up to, at the moment of, and during the loss of control. And if there’s any advice on getting from where I’m at now to that point of total loss without doing any damage.
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