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buggy2013

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buggy2013 last won the day on December 22 2016

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  1. Thanks for the support. You’re right, it is worse around period time. Everything is so inflamed and angry both bodily functions are agony. Its not so painful the rest of the time, just clearly more limited than I used to be.
  2. So here’s the deal: When I was younger I could hold it all day, hold over a liter with a good hold, play all sorts of control games, etc. Over the years it’s gotten harder to hold. By now (I’m only 25) if I feel like I have to go I can put it off for maybe an hour, sometimes more sometimes less. When I feel like I’m bursting there was really hardly anything at all. I even pee a little if I sneeze while holding now. ive finally got the why to this: as it turns out I have endometriosis, and have probably had it since my teens. It’s caused a lot of scar tissue around my bladder making it less flexible than it’s supposed to be. Any ladies out there in the same boat with any tricks? Holding isn’t any fun anymore because now it’s painful. Definitely miss being able to walk around with a deliciously full bladder for hours.
  3. I agree it’s silly, but I have found that this is where I most often realize I’ve been ignoring my bladder. Could be the visual/muscle memory of entering a tiny stall, so your bladder expects to be released, but *gasp*, no toilet! Or maybe because you finally slow down and hold still? either way, I’ve definitely gone into a dressing room, realized I was potty dancing as I went to change, and either realized the bathroom was next on the agenda, or hand to put myself back together and head there right away.
  4. When I’m stressed in any way I run my hand through my hair compulsively. That’s a dead give away to even people who don’t know me well because it’s so painfully obvious that it’s a nervous tick (I have severe anxiety so I have several, but this is the one that turns up for even mild discomforts). but specifically for needing to pee: I will constantly suck in my tummy muscles, as if trying to see how much more space I have or how much more pressure I can take.
  5. ^this. Also it’s not so much the holding that causes the UTI as the not peeing (if that makes sense). It’s not the pee that does the harm, it’s the bacteria that peeing regularly kills. So I would have your morning pee, and then pay a little extra mind to sanitation before and after. As far as activities: cooking for yourself is a great option. (Maybe I’m slow) but I find that it takes a good deal of time, especially to prep veggies. So this may be a good opportunity to try a few new recipes that are a little outside your comfort of practice to give you that need to place your focus and attention. Nothing like needing to pee, but the roux will burn if you leave. (Cooking class/chef competition fantasy, depending on how confident you are in the kitchen) You can pull the classic maid/house cleaner fantasy out. You ‘show up’ for your last house after a busy day, dying to pee and go home, but the boss has a dinner party and there’s so much extra to get done. (Gets some cleaning out of the way for you too!) Desperate teacher may be tricky alone, but this may work: pretend you’re a famous vlogger/youtuber. You’re doing a live segment for your channel and can’t just leave in the middle of it. Set up a computer/camera that is not recording (or is, if you’re into that) to add the the effect. You can dissect the plot of your favorite book, teach on a hobby or something you love, or even do your ‘segment’ on holding techniques while you dance and squirm. competitive gamer role play: pick a video game (I’m not much into video games, but I love online Tetris) and pretend you’re training for/in a world competition for it. There’s a huge cash prize that your bladder will NOT keep you from.
  6. -Holding/playing with someone’s private area while they’re desperate, having them squirm and press into my hand trying to get pressure. (Maybe having my mouth involved as well) -someone who doesn’t appear to be extraordinarily desperate declaring they just can’t hold it anymore and watering the grass with a hugely full bladder that is had no knowledge of -i know it’s been said, but someone squirming and grinding on me trying to keep it in (and the other way around) -padded holding with diaper checks (omg) -controlling a guys hold and giving them a 10 second relief window once they’re really struggling by holding their member in a fluffy towel, counting down, and pulling it away whether they’re stopped or not. thats all I can think of for now, but I’ll stop back if I think up more
  7. Finally all caught up with this. Can’t wait to see what happens next
  8. It would be cool to have a chat feature to meet other holders. Or for your difficulty settings have different “masters” (for lack of a better word) controlling your hold, so you can read their ‘profile’ with their toughness and rules and decide who to play a game with
  9. I had this situation frequently a few years ago. I’d hurt my back and been given a muscle relaxer to take at bedtime. I’m VERY sensitive to medication and it would keep me under the whole night. So I went from waking up at least once a night to pee to sleeping through the night. I would wake up so full that I was leaking on the way to the toilet. I even woke up one morning with a wet spot on my pants and bed and a screaming bladder that was about to release. I always made it for the most part, though several pajamas has to go directly into the wash
  10. Are you thinking like an app? Like something to generate hold challenges? or more like somewhere secure to record and track things like time, input/output, etc?
  11. I used to have a friend that I would do these sorts of experiments with. We were between the ages of 10-13 while we did any of this. We were both into pee (just didn’t understand it as sexual yet) and had little to no supervision at her house. - we both tried peeing hanging upside down from the tire swing (just before hopping in the pool of course) it didn’t go well for me because I was scared to hang upside down, but for her she had it in her hair and down her front and back. -we both peed doggie style in the grass (male and female dog) -straddling a thick tree branch (I always liked that one best because I could rock on the tree to keep it in as long as possible) -She once did something like a chin up on a tree branch, pulled her legs way up to the sides (she was a gymnast and I was often jealous of the things she could do) and started spraying.
  12. I have a few: one is being in some out of work situation with a manager or higher up that becomes desperate and may or may not have an accident giving me a bit of social upper hand (that I’d use to comfort and reassure) another is watching a very proper/proud person get so desperate that they throw their reputation/image to the wind to whip it out and relieve themselves. Another is the insanely large bladder/ long pee. Either making a huge puddle, filling up way too much of a big container, or overflowing a diaper or towel. Anything to get a visual on how much they were holding in.
  13. Not a drawstring, but in the same idea: the uniforms where I work have an overlapping button design for the pants. So you zip them, button them to the left, pull the overlap and button them on the right, both buttons inside the pants. THEN add a feed-style belt (where you push the strap through the buckle then secure it by sliding a pin in the direction the belt feeds. So if you pull the belt too hard it locks it back in place.) the managers uniforms are worse because their shirts attach to the inside of the pants to keep them tucked in properly. It can be a NIGHTMARE if you’re desperate.
  14. Here’s my question: With a genuine accident what gets you, the time you had to hold on for or the volume you had to hold? Maybe it’s a mix of both, sure. I feel like one plays a bigger role than the other. For me, if I tried to do a rapid desperation hold, or just drank a ton so I could pee myself it’s never a genuine accident, I choose to let go because it hurts. I’ve never had any luck with my bladder voiding without my permission this way. When I think about it, all (though their aren’t too many) the genuine, unplanned accidents I’ve ever had were from putting it off too long and not realizing I actually couldn’t wait longer. For example: In high school I made a habit of holding all day and only going once I got home. Not every day, but often enough. A school day isn’t too bad to get through, but the school day, then sports practice, then theater practice, then the bus ride home, (making the hold roughly from 7am to 7pm)and I had plenty of close calls. On the day in question I was being stubborn. I was squirmy and uncomfortable by lunch, by my last class I convinced myself to go because I was literally grinding on my seat to hold back but we found out last minute our practice was at the field across town so we had to catch the bus over. I paced and danced and squirmed through my practice, trying to fight the urge to squat on the field and relieve myself. There were no facilities so I didn’t have much of a choice but to wait. I was doing a real, desperate, childish potty dance waitin for the bus to get bac to the school. This is the interesting thing, it didn’t hurt or anything like it does when I drink a bunch at once, I use felt like I had to try harder to keep it in. A short, uncomfortable bus ride made me know it would be a close call. I got off the bus and started leaking. I limped halfway around the building to where the door to the locker rooms would be while a steady stream forced it’s way out of me. I had no control and had to stand there making a puddle because I physically could not stop the stream. I want to have an accident like that again, but don’t ever have 12 hours alone to myself to make it happen. Does anyone experience wetting/desperation like this or does the volume get most people first? Also, if anyone has any tips to makin this happen in maybe 4 hours I’d love to hear them.
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