Many years ago I had this Lady-friend, who'd allways be wearing black bra and lacey panties, paired with nylon. While I thought it looked stunning on her, there was another big attraction to me about her..One day she asked me to: "..push hard downthere..on my bladder - Ooh that feels so Good.." I didn't know what I was hearing, was confused and extremely excited at the same time. Did she just-.. Could it be that she loved the sweet pain from her full bladder ?? Could it even be..that there were m o r e people just like me ?? We repeated that same foreplay several more times after that, and everytime it'd start out with her complaining about how bad sne needed a pee, grabbing my hand and directing it towards her bladder area. She'd explain to me what she liked, how hard to push on her lower abdomen, where to push and how to massage her overly filled bladder..After that she'd stand up and go to the toilet leaving me breathless to be honest .By then I knew I was hooked ! Only to discover a whole group of people loving the exact same thing as me ..   So thank you people - for having me, here, for sharing.. and for just dreaming w i t h me. I'm not a mental freak after all,as I do know now, and that's much appreciated! Mike

Yep: another blog entry almost immediately after the one about closing request slots. This is on a different topic, though, which is why I wanna keep it separate.
The date for my second October hold this month has been decided. It'll be happening on Sunday the 24th, at 11:00 AEDT. To avoid making the day mistake I made last time, I've looked carefully at the current date, and yes: this information is correct. The last hold was pretty haphazard due to this mistake looming over me the entire time, mostly because I never corrected it beforehand. With any luck, that won't happen again.
By the way: I'm getting close to reaching 1,000 posts on this site, and once we hit that milestone, I'm gonna be doing a big celebratory hold session over on OmoOrg. I plan for it to last about 3 hours, so I'll need to find an appropriate time to set aside for it. This won't be for a while yet, though, so I should have plenty of time to think on it.

Hi, all.
My upload block for October has just ended, so I'm gonna be closing the request slots associated with it. However, since I didn't actually end up filling any of those out, I'm thinking maybe "closing" (as written in the title of this note) is the best terminology to use. Rather, I'll just be preventing access to them for now, and then when the next block begins, they'll be made available again, along with plenty more new ones to line up with its length.
As I've said a few times already: the next block won't be starting until the end of November. Since I'm gonna be making comics a regular thing, I aim to open those slots a week in advance in case any of the early slots are designed for comics so I can get a headstart on them. Hope you hear from you!

Hello gentle readers.  I honestly don't expect anyone to find this or care much about reading it.  I have purposely chosen to make it a blog because I didn't think it would be that interesting as an experience in the forums.  Originally this was posted on Twitter as a series of live updates as it was happening.  However now want another place to capture my little adventure in case something happens to the Twitter stuff and, as I have fleshed out my profile here, I decided I would do them as a collection of blog entries.
At the tail end of the summer, in 2020, I found myself in a rare situation.  My partner was going away and I was going to be home alone for an extended period.  Being a bit of a homebody I decided to take time off work and just have some "me time". 
My partner knows I have a pee fetish but she doesn't participate and it had been a LONG time since I would be able to freely wet myself.  As the weeks lead up to this week off, my mind kept cumming coming around to the idea of doing something more than a bathtub peeing.  I had become interested in (mild) humiliation and the possibility of doing a wetting outside in public.
I think it would be more accurate to say that is "public" with an asterisk.  Everyone has a different idea of what public means to them.  There are some insanely bold individuals who will wet themselves at the mall in the middle of the day.  I couldn't do that, but it would still be fun and exciting for me to pee outside my home where someone could see what I had done.  I just needed to control my comfort level.
The more I thought on it the more excited I got at the idea and the more I was able to convince myself to try it.  Eventually a rough plan formed in my head.
I would control the level of public-ness by doing this late at night.  As I wasn't working I would afford to stay out late and simply sleep in. I would do this during a weekday night.  Friday and Saturday nights would be more popular nights for others to be out late.  I would pick the quieter streets for my walk.  If I got scared I could travel down the alleys instead.  With covid our building had a mask policy in the common hallways, lobby and elevator.  The mask would help hide my face and I would wear a hat (something I don't normally do) to further "disguise" myself.  Let me provide a little context on my living situation.  I live in a condo building in a fairly large city.  I live "downtown" here.  This isn't where all the office towers are, but instead a residential area nearby.  There are lots of condo and rental apartment buildings in this area, along with grocery stores, restaurants and assorted business/shops to service all the people living here.  This is a population dense area of the city and I personally love living here.  Unlike a suburb that might be dead during the night, here it means that there is always some cars and people about, no matter the time of day. 
This area has some roads that are more popular than others.  These are the main roads that bring people in and out of downtown, or get them around places.  They tend to be larger and quicker to travel than the more residential streets found between them.  They are also the ones that tend to have more shops and restaurants than the other streets that have more condos/rentals. 
So my thought was that I would walk along the less travelled streets, while desperate, and then wet myself.  Maybe just a little, maybe a lot.  The thrill was in being "naughty" and maybe someone in a car seeing me.  But being dark they might not notice or really see for long before I slipped into the shadows.  At the time my mind kept bouncing between wanting to be seen vs "seen". 
    The suburbs would have been much quieter in this regard however the advantage of downtown was if I ran into someone I'd probably never see them again.  In the suburbs people tend to recognize (if not know) their neighbours.  Where I was most concerned was entering building again.  In a brightly lobby there would be no hiding, and mask or not, I could still be recognized as a regular.  Being out late would vastly reduce this chance though. 
And so with the planning part out of the way I spending the final days leading up to it, in excited anticipation.
Part of the fun (I discovered) of doing this was the running commentary I shared on Twitter.  Something about being able to share my (wet) thoughts and feelings with the (omo) void felt like I wasn't totally alone in this.  I wasn't just some rando peeing his pants for kicks.  I was a rando peeing his pants for kicks and sharing it with people who "get it". 
As I left I picked a direction and walked.  I was feeling desperate but not quite frantic yet.  I gave myself the occasional squeeze and found I walked faster than I expected.  I was coming up to one of those busier roads.  I wasn't ready to turn around yet so decided to cross and head into the quieter neighbour on the other side.  I was a little nervous if I wet "over there" as it would mean waiting for the lights with peed pants, to get back again.
    As I was walking about and feeling the fullness of my bladder, I wanted to let out little leaks.  This is a fun element of pee play I sometimes do.  This time though I wanted it to be a bigger wetting and I wanted to be standing in a puddle.    Soon it was time to turn around and head back.  I had been holding myself off and on, in the dark streets and feeling turned on by my desperation.  I debated letting go while standing at the lights of the (busy) road, but they were in my favour and I instead crossed with my hand gripping myself tightly.   Just down from the crosswalk there was a section of sidewalk light by a street lamp.  I stood here and let go.        I snapped some photos of my jeans and my puddle.  Walking home I felt a little shameful thrill everytime a car passed by.  I even stopped in a better lit area when I saw them coming.  I wanted them to notice and wonder what happened.  I remember feeling that excitement as discovering something new.  This was different for me and I felt thrilled and a little embarrassed.    I had some more pee inside me and wanted to go again.  I found another better lit section of the sidewalk and rewet myself.  I will never tire of that lovely hot rush I feel when I pee myself.    Soon I was back home and nervous to enter my building.  So far I had seen some cars and people in the distance but nothing up close and personal.  I snuck in the back away and managed to safely get home.  Although...       I didn't even know someone got newspapers delivered here.  They must have special arrangements to even access the building at night, as the elevators go on lockdown over night and you can't get up to any floors without a keycard.    Once home and showered I immediately began thinking about doing it again.  I had fun and felt the entire adventure had been a success.  Now I wanted more and made a plan to do it again later in the week.    I've included a few photos from that first night.  Enjoy. 

Hi, everyone!
Just wanted to let you know that I've got my first hold on Discord for October planned. It'll be happening on Monday the 10th of October at 12:00 AEDT. Once again, if you would like to get involved, try showing up five minutes in advance. Just as a heads-up: I've got a live lecture discussion for university immediately before this at 11:00, and it lasts for about an hour, so I might not be able to start at 12 on the dot. Plus, even though the Canberra lockdown is (hopefully) slated to end of the 15th, the rest of my lectures and tutorials for uni are being done online, so going out of the house still isn't a common occurrence for me right now.
Also, I've touched upon this very briefly in my past hold, but I usually don't like these to cut into my eating time because I feel like having something in my bowels may have an affect on what happens with my bladder (apologies if this is a little too much information), and I want to have finished my lunch before 2:00. As a result, this'll be another hold that lasts only about an hour. I'm really sorry I haven't been able to make these longer, but I just can't do so with my other commitments. I promise that as soon as I'm done with uni assessment for the semester (I'm projected to graduate at the end of this year), I'll make an effort to have them be longer.