Hi Understanding world.
I am struggling as i have no one to talk too about my deepest darkest diaper needs
I've been silently in this world for a long long time...  Its a world hidden from everyone in my life.  No one knows but me.
I am a 40 year old wife, mother, and business woman in  a small city so ya people would not understand.  Heck even i don't understand!  
I battle silently with my love for diapers and being helpless and small.  I put it away for a while and convenience myself it is gone only to have it return again and again... especially when i am anxious or overdone.   To top it off I am a Christian so i even battle faith vs feelings in myself... like I am not strong enough to do what is right.
I don't totally trust writing here as I wrote something once years back and some guy just wanted to talk to me for less then appropriate reasons.  Its not sexual to me, its a control and release.  Wearing diapers gives me a tiny smidgen of control over myself in a world where life just is crazy and doesn't always feel safe.  SO no... i wont post pictures or video myself.
Anyways believe it or not after almost 20 years of creating my own diapers out of towels or blankets, today i went to the store and bought some depends overnights.  They aren't babyish, but i can hide them under my clothes with ease.  So yep.  I actually bought some.  Now I am happily wearing multiple ones and they are getting quite wet. 😍🎉
I wish i didn't feel this way, but even more i just didn't want to be alone tonight.  
Thanks for hearing me out... 
Lizzy
 
 
 
 
 

Hi, everyone.
We're getting close to that time when I do another hold on the site Discord, so I'm putting the details out for that now. This next one will be taking place on the 24th of January (which is a Tuesday, for those who care about what day of the week it falls on). It's just another water one, so there'll be no extra drinks involved.
While we're on the subject, though: in my last hold, I ended up consuming a bit less than the whole content of my water bottle as I choked and spat up a lot of what I'd put in my mouth at that time. I couldn't gauge precisely how much of the gulp actually got down, but I just met the middle and said it was half. Those gulps are usually about 74mL of fluid, so it would've been 37. So if anyone's wondering why my stats looked a little uneven lately, there's your answer.
Anyway: same usual time of 10:30AM to 12:30PM. Hope to see you there.

Memoraderaline
A hormone which is only produced rarely, and in trace amounts in most humans. Its function in the body is not totally understood. However, it is known to affect cognitive abilities, memory in particular. This hormone also shares its name with [REDACTED].
Woltz Disease
An extremely rare chronic hereditary disorder which causes severe episodic memory loss. The disease generally does not surface until adulthood, but the exact timing varies. The disease is caused by extreme overproduction of memoraderaline in the kidneys. Individuals suffering from Woltz disease lose their memories in close proximity to urination, causing them to effectively “reset” their memories to the time the disease first manifested each time they urinate. This disease was thought to be incurable until a recent breakthrough in medical science which resulted in the creation of MA-Blocker. Up until that point, the only treatment available to Woltz Disease patients was capacity training to increase time between urination, as well as certain kinds of structured learning activities which allowed patients to learn and practice certain types of information and skills which would then partially or wholly persist between memory loss episodes.
MA-Blocker
The name given to the drug capable of curing Woltz disease. When administered to individuals who suffer from this disease, symptoms are relieved completely. Long-term use of the drug has even been shown to allow the recall of lost memories even from before the drug was first taken.
Synthetic Memoraderaline
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Because this is somewhat of a spoiler for the events of The DP Game, I would not recommend reading this before you read the main story. It is a secret file, after all.
 
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NEMEAN DATA
Research note; Because of Nemean’s intense pee shyness, her rating on the Lapointe-Cooper scale is often low in relation to the level of urgency she feels.
BEGIN
00:00
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [882/1700ml]
Left or right glass (diuretic is administered)
00:15
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [911/1700ml]
DP GAME ROUND 1
00:40
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [963/1700ml]
Nemean uses the toilet at 982ml. Releases 0ml.
Voting Game (diuretic is administered)
00:55
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [997/1700ml] Diu+
DP GAME ROUND 2
01:10
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1036/1700ml] Diu+
Selfish Marathon Game (Diuretic is administered)
01:20
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1066/1700ml] Diu++
(Diuretic is administered)
01:28
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1099/1700ml] Diu+++
(Diuretic is administered)
01:30
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1103/1700ml] Diu+++ O
DP GAME ROUND 3
01:50
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1311/1700ml] Diu+++
Mime uses the toilet
Representational Relief Game
02:10
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1427/1700ml] Diu+++
DP GAME ROUND 4
02:25
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1512/1700ml] Diu+++
Unity Game (diuretic is administered)
02:35
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1548/1700ml] Diu++
DP GAME ROUND 5
02:50
REDACTED Nemean [3/5], [1590/1700ml] Diu+
Chatty uses the toilet.
Rocker uses the toilet.
Orca uses the toilet.
Viewing Game
03:00
REDACTED Nemean [4/5], [1625/1700ml] Diu+
DP GAME ROUND 6
03:20
REDACTED Nemean [4/5], [1666/1700ml]
Siren uses the toilet.
Nemean uses the toilet at 1717ml, releases 805ml.

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Magic The Peeing Full Spoiler.zip
 

Hello! I think it's well overdue I actually post this thing. The set is now fully complete and has gone through a few internal limited playtests. The set is essentially in a finished stage at this point, but may still change based on feedback now that it's available to everyone.
Special thanks to @ZirconiumPen for invaluable assistance with wording consistency and general editing, as well as participating in several enlightening playtesting sessions.
Big thanks to @Biku, @Bombality, @Sunflower and @Jailor Eckman for allowing me to use their art for cards. Not all cards have art, but the once that do are elevated by these incredibly talented Omorashi artists.
This is just the visual spoiler (that is to say, the cards themselves). Additional resources such as a Cockatrice package will be added in the future. Enjoy!