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  1. This story involves a young man on his first day in a new job being actively preventing from going to the bathroom and the consequences of that. His older female boss is rather controlling and firm! The neurologist’s secretary Jay walked confidently into the atrium of the modern hospital acceptance letter in hand and a small backpack on his back. Dressed in smart trousers, shirt, and tie he hoped to make a good impression on his first day. “Good morning. My name is Jayden Tenny and I am here for the position of secretary to Dr. Ellis Hyndford, paediatric neurologist.” “If you could wait here sir I’ll call that department and get someone to come down for you.” Jay waited nervously looking around the atrium with its web of signs and shops with shutters down and cleaners buffeting floors. He’d been interviewed in another office building so wasn’t actually familiar with the huge city hospital at all. Finally someone approached him, shook his hand, and asked him to follow them. He was lead down a maze of corridors, up a stairway and down a carpeted shorter corridor to a small office. “This is where you’ll be based. Dr Ellis-Hyndford should be with you shortly. I’m afraid I need to leave now but if you just wait here you’ll be fine. Oh would you like a tea or coffee though?” Jay accepted a tea and was delighted when a few minutes later he was brought a proper mug with tea just how he requested: no sugar, just a splash of milk and brown enough to actually taste the flavour. He sat in the wheeled office chair facing the wedged open door looking at the computer in front of him and wondering if he should turn it on. Would someone train him he wondered? He sipped at his tea looking around the room waiting patiently when suddenly a tall, blond, intimidating older woman marched in. “Thank God they finally got me a replacement secretary! What on earth? And you are?” Jay reached out his hand to shake the female’s hand which she hadn’t even offered. “I’m Jayden Tenny. I am here to fill the position of secretary to paediatric neurologist Dr. Ellis Hyndford. I am sorry if I am in the wrong office?” “They sent me…a man? Oh come on! This is a joke right? I don’t have time for this nonsense today! Look, can you type? You know shorthand? You can answer a phone properly? I’ll deal with the board later on this but for now you’ll need to do! I have a clinic at 9am sharp and a huge backlog of emails. They gave you a log in did they?” “Yes mam. I can assure you I can type well, I am skilled in shorthand and my telephone manner is excellent. Would you like me to answer it right now?” “Of course I would! What did you think a secretary did? I can’t actually believe they expect me to work with a…man! This is madness! Answer that then just log on and email me downstairs when you can. My email address is on my card on the desk right there. I’ll forward the link to my voice memos for you to type up. I have GP’s, nurses and parents going mad for urgent replies and letters. Four months behind we are now! Four months! I can’t see this working but I need someone urgently so let’s see what you can do!” As Jay picked up the ringing phone he watched the woman turn and storm out the room, his heart racing. He’d assumed Dr. Ellis Hyndford would be male for a start and that he’d be somewhat more welcoming and friendly too. She was, clearly, all female, fiery, sharp tongued and…well pretty fit looking for an older woman..but he absolutely wasn’t here for that! He blinked, turned away from the door, switched on the computer and used the log in on his letter to do what he’d been instructed. He could prove to the doctor he was every bit as good as any other secretary, if not better. By tomorrow she’d be delighted to have him he told himself as the website loaded and he searched how to send an email. Before long Jay had familiarised himself with the website, received a pile of emails from the doctor, began typing up referrals and clinic notes and letters from the many voice memos the doctor had sent over and mastered answering calls quickly and efficiently at the same time. In fact he had an entire page of telephone memos already as he looked at his empty mug wishing he knew where he could make himself another cuppa. As if somehow reading his mind suddenly the lady from earlier walked past, looked in smiling, and asked if he wanted another tea. “Yes please! Can I ask what I do with all these phone notes for the doctor too? Will she be back up for them?” “Those all for Geraldine? She’s in clinic until lunch time then she usually pops up for lunch and she’ll get them then. Was it just milk you took?” “There’s a few urgent ones asking her to call back today though?” “She’ll get them later. Best not to interrupt her or get on her bad side. She goes through secretaries like I go through hot dinners! I give you a week at most! Actually less since she can’t stand men!” Jay sat open mouthed as the girl walked away. What had he got himself into? A week at most? He couldn’t quit after such a short time. He needed the money far too much for starters and he wanted to prove to his mum that paying his college fees was worth the investment. He was determined to outlast everyone else by a long way. He set back to typing as the phone rang again and by the time he’d hung up the girl was walking in with another mug of tea. It was almost 1pm when Dr Geraldine Ellis-Hyndford walked along the carpeted corridor in plain view of Jay. By then he had finished his second mug of tea, typed up more than 20 letters, had two full sheets of A4 paper of telephone notes for the doctor and he was tapping his foot eagerly looking forward to his lunch break and hopefully finding a loo. “Excuse me, doctor Ellis-Hyndford? There’s some really urgent messages here for you.” “Oh. Yes. I forgot about you! You got my emails ok? I’ll pop in to talk to you after lunch. You did bring lunch with you, didn’t you?” “Yes. I wasn’t sure what the arrangements would be so I brought something with me and something to drink. Is there like a staff room we go to or something?” “Staffroom? Oh you’re hilarious! Put the phone on answer machine for half an hour and then get back to it. I’ll pop by after I’ve had my break. Jeez…staffroom! God that’s so funny!” “No problem. Could I maybe…” But it was too late. The doctor had walked away and Jay was left on his own staring at the open door for the second time that day. He got off his seat for the first time since arriving and headed to the door of the room which was wedged open and looked down the corridor in both directions. There was no sign of the doctor nor of the girl from earlier and hearing the phone ringing yet again Jay sighed and walked back to the desk. He tapped his foot whilst writing another note for his boss. He didn’t mind staying in the room to eat but he really needed to find a toilet soon before the doctor came to see him for her phone messages. Those mugs of tea had filled his bladder quicker than he expected. After another check in the corridor and even a tentative quick explore up and down a few steps in each direction Jay decided he had better start eating so that he was finished in time for the neurologist returning. Surely someone might pass and he could ask them where the toilets were? However, by the time Jay had eaten his wrap and crisps and finished a bottle of water not one person had passed the room and his need to pee was increasing fast! With the door wide open he worried about openly holding himself or acting in any way unprofessional but as time crept on his legs were scissoring in and out frequently and his hand was pressed on his upper leg more and more. He was bursting for the loo and regretting those two teas from earlier! Half an hour passed and Jay could hear yet another call going to voicemail so he let it end before retrieving the messages one by one and writing them all down, all the time swinging his legs and squirming on the wheeled office seat. He was just finishing writing the final one when he felt a shadow looming at the open door. “So? You said I had some urgent messages?” “Oh yes! Yes you do doctor! In fact quite a few! I wrote them all down for you and I have used a yellow highlighter to show the most urgent ones. There’s a patient on the children’s ward, wait I have it here, yes here it is. Ward 6B. An 8 year old with complex epilepsy and they want you to see her today. A Dr Maddox from Gillingham asked you to call him urgently about a patient, Samuel Brownlee, too. Then there was a parent calling asking for an urgent word with you about their son. They said his condition is deteriorating and you said to call right away if there were any changes apparently. I took their number. They are all here for you.” Jay stood and handed the A4 papers to the doctor realising he was shaking a little in fear and bouncing in desperation too. He had to ask about access to a bathroom as soon as possible. Not only did his poor bladder have the contents now of two mugs of tea but now the bottle of water with his lunch was filling it even more! “Right. I see. This is far from ideal though…what did you say your name was? Didn’t you think to write each of these separately? This is so..messy! Have you managed to type any of my voice memos out? Don’t tell me you made as much mess of those too?” Jay turned the screen of the computer round to face the neurologist so she could see his current letter he was typing. He looked at the date. “I’ve got up to…February the 9th? I’d have done a lot more if I hadn’t had to keep answering the…” “Can’t you multitask? Oh of course you can’t! What was I thinking! You’re a male! For God’s sake can’t you even stand still?” “I’m really sorry doctor! I haven’t stopped all morning and I was offered a couple of mugs of tea and…” The neurologist looked at Jay suspiciously but curiously. Her eyes met his before she looked him up and down smirking. “Ok. Ok. Maybe I should give you more of a chance. You do seem to be trying after all. So bring up the very first memo you typed up this morning and I’ll see how you have got on so far. Most of them need printed and signed anyway so I can correct anything before we do that. Wait here one minute and I’ll be right back!” Jay couldn’t help giving his dick a quick squeeze as Dr Ellis-Hyndford walked briskly out of the room in her heeled shoes as he bent forwards and searched the computer for the first file he created hours previously. If the neurologist planned on going through each item he’d typed it was obvious they would be busy for quite some time but there was no way he could hold his bladder that much longer. Pushing his crotch against the solid desk he jumped and almost leaked as the tall intimidating doctor walked back in carrying another wheeled office chair. “Now I am a VERY busy person. You do understand that? These files are of the utmost importance as they carry confidential information on the health of my patients and their treatment. A mistake can not just cost you your job but could cost a person their life. I do NOT accept mistakes. Not when it comes to my patients. So let me see the first one please.” Jay nervously pulled up the first file he had typed up that morning still standing awkwardly, still absolutely dying for the toilet. As the doctor read over his typing meticulously Jay could feel his cheeks redden. So many of the technical terms were out of his comfort zone and this was only his second administration job since finishing college. Even more than that though he couldn’t properly stand still now and that fact embarrassed him so much, especially in front of his boss on his first day. “Mmm. Better than I expected. I see you left the our reference and your reference parts blank and the patient hospital numbers. So here’s how you get those numbers. You click here for the your reference code. It’s just the date and my initials and then to access the patients hospital number you click here, complete their details, then copy and paste into this bit here. Are you getting this?” “Yes. That looks easy enough. Actually doctor I know your time is valuable and you have a lot to do but would it be possible if I had a quick break for a few minutes? It’s just that…I’m really sorry but would it be ok if I just ran to the toilet before we get to the next one? I have been needing to go for ages.” Dr Ellis-Hyndford turned and looked at Jay, abruptly staring over her glasses disdainfully . “I beg your pardon? Do you think I have time for you to go anywhere? Oh for goodness sake would you answer that phone while I complete these references and patient numbers and get these printed. I don’t have time for this you know! Now answer that please!” Jay turned to answer the phone acting as professional as possible despite feeling crippled with an urgent need to urinate. “Dr. Ellis-Hyndford’s paediatric neurologist, Winchester City hospital, secretary speaking. How may I help you?” Scribbling down the details Jay squirmed obviously as he slid the note towards the doctor. Clearly recognising the name she wrote back to tell him to pass the call through before she took the phone and proceeded to continue the call. Meanwhile Jay sat back in his seat wriggling around trying his hardest not to grab himself but failing miserably. He’d never felt so embarrassed in his life nor so absolutely desperate for the toilet. Frightened he might even have an accident he got up from the seat and paced around behind the Dr back and forth in front of the window bending forwards, dancing, squirming and squeezing himself more than he’d ever done in his life. Still the doctor continued on with the call. Jay tried getting eye contact with her hoping she might even point to where the loos were but she just stared at him angrily scowling and clearly annoyed at his behaviour. Despite her clear disgust Jay was frantic as he rushed towards the open door cupping his crotch longing to find someone to show him to a bathroom. He looked back in the room at the doctor as he pointed to the left but she shook her head to communicate that wasn’t the way to the toilets. So he pointed right but she simply shook her head once more before suddenly standing up and abruptly kicking the door stop away and letting the door close over! Jay was close to tears returning to his seat and kneading his crotch, urgently bent forwards and fidgeting like a little child.He couldn’t wait much longer no matter how much he tried! His poor dick was shaking and he could feel his bladder pulsing as spasm after spasm caused him to quietly moan and wriggle and bounce more than ever before. This was so embarrassing! Finally Dr Ellis-Hyndford put the phone down and turned to face Jay. “There’s a couple of mistakes in some of your reports. I don’t allow mistakes, as I said. I need the patient hospital numbers added in correctly and the references and all the mistakes corrected. Quickly! My time is in demand you know!” “Yes mam, but first please may I be excused just a moment? I really do have to go to the bathroom rather urgently!” “What! You’re just this minute finished your lunch break! In this job you see to your personal needs in your personal time NOT on my time! You understand?” “But…but I haven’t been shown where they are so I couldn’t go during lunch and it really is an emergency mam!” “Emergency? Have you any idea what that word even means? Brain tumours are an emergency! Increased intracranial pressure is an emergency! Prolonged epileptic seizures are an emergency…but a grown man with a little desire to get rid of waste liquid from his body is NOT an emergency by my standards. Now I need these files yesterday! Get typing!” Jay shuffled closer to the computer his hand tightly grasping his dick for dear life. Whatever his boss thought this most definitely WAS an emergency to him and any second now his poor aching bladder would surely explode everywhere! The overbearing neurologist stared at him intently as he couldn’t help leaning forwards and gasping as another bladder spasm hit. “And you can sit properly while you’re at it! Slouching like that is bad for your back!”: Jay did his best to sit more upright tensing his back and thighs as much as possible as he copied and pasted the next hospital number into the report. Meanwhile the doctor stood staring at him smirking, almost laughing at his predicament. Jay could feel his face redden more and hear his own heart thumping as he used a hand to grip the office table as hard as possible. It was too much though and when the phone rang yet again making him lose concentration and jump he could feel the tip of his penis swell and moisten. The familiar surge of warmth zooming fast up his urethra told him in no uncertain terms what was about to happen and even with a writhe on the seat and almost standing to try and stop it it was too late as a large trickle of warm liquid leaked out of his weary penis into his clean boxers and smart trousers. “Dr. Ellis-Hyndford’s paediatric neurologist, Winchester City hospital, secretary speaking. How may I help you?”, Jay said breathlessly as more warmth spread between his legs and down his thigh. “Hi, This is Dr Maddox from Gillingham general practice. Would it be possible to speak to Dr Ellis-Hyndford as a matter of urgency?” “Please hold on and I will see if she’s available for you.” Jay looked the neurologist right in the eye as he stood up to hand the receiver over to her as tears nipped his eyes and pee poured out from his throbbing dick. Despite her bullying, harshness and abruptness there was a spark in the corner of her eye he couldn’t quite decipher in his utter humiliation. Had she actually enjoyed seeing him so desperate and begging to use the toilet? Was this some sort of control game she got a thrill from? As he stood there in warm drenched suit trousers so many thoughts consumed him. So was this why no secretary lasted longer than a week here and why did this esteemed in demand neurologist hate men so much? He was determined that however much strength and determination it took he’d stay exactly where he was long enough to find out more. Tomorrow he’d just make sure to have another pair of trousers in his bag just in case.
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  11. I think that there were two basic inspirations for this as it was based on two incidents in my life that were sort of unrelated but form the basis of this story. The first was I remember when I was young that I had really constrictive Easter clothing one day, not so much as dramatic as being sewn into the outfit, but that made going to the bathroom really difficult. The another occasion I went to a family reunion where we took a limousine to drive the whole family there, and by the time we got there we all needed to go to the bathroom and got delayed for a while. So then I sort of combined those two events and then I also added the aspect of constricting clothing, which is something I have chatted about with @Becky Lewis, so I decided to make her a character. I'll admit that the idea of a formal Easter event where people go to eat chocolate bunnies and drink champagne is kind of a weird premise, as I never actually heard of such a thing, but hey a suspension of disbelief, I think it still works to facilitate the desperation in the story and that's what matters, so I hope everybody enjoys this. Can also be read in my blog https://desperatejill83.livejournal.com/9781.html Also if you want to see another Easter desperation story I wrote three years ago involving the Easter bunny check it out in my old blog at https://desperatejill.livejournal.com/2019/04/23/. Desperate underneath Your Easter Dress Jill had to admit that she wasn't exactly looking forward to Easter that year, as she and her friends got invited to a special formal Easter event, where everybody would get together and exchange all sorts of chocolates and stuff. She liked chocolate but she had to admit that it sounded like it was going to be a boring stuffy affair for the most part, and she always hated any type of event where she had to dress in formal wear, as it always made going to the bathroom extremely difficult, and Jill was a person who dressed for practicality rather than fashion for the most part. As Jill's friends Audrey, Gilda and Becky helped her get into her Easter outfit, she had to admit it was rather tight and a snug fit, just as she feared. "How are we supposed to go to the bathroom in these things," Jill said as she looked at the dress that seemed like it was sewn on to her. Gilda shook her head. "I'm afraid that this particular dress you have to pretty much just have to hold it all day." "Hold it all day, I don't think I want to hold it all day!" Jill said shaking her head thinking her day just got a whole lot worse. "Well you just went to the bathroom before we sewed you into the dress, so at least now you shouldn't have to worry about going to the bathroom for at least a few hours," Audrey said. "Although I have to admit I'm not very fond of these outfits myself. When people design these things don't they ever think about the fact that women really need to use the bathroom at some point?" Becky nodded. "Yeah, but I think that they figured that these type of formal events are only a couple of hours long, so they figure that people wearing these dresses probably could just hold it for a couple of hours. I mean I'm sure that we will be okay, I don't think that these dresses were designed for really long event or anything like that. They are meant to make you look really good for a really short amount of time." "I have to admit I really am feeling rather anxious about this, and when I am anxious that makes me have to go to the bathroom more," Jill said shaking her head. "Sometimes women have to suffer for fashion Jill," Becky said. "And I know that you're not typically one of those women who is willing to suffer for fashion, but this is just a one time event, it's just a few hours and then we will be home and we can basically cut you out of your dress, and you can cut us out of our dresses, and so on and so forth." "How come I feel like we are going to end up regretting this," Jill said as the four of them got into their limousine that they had rented to take them to the formal event. They figured if they were going to have to go to a formal event and that they had to rent a car anyway they might as well go in style. "Hey look, this limousine has like a mini bar in it," Gilda said as she started reaching for it before Jill slapped her hand away. "Hey what gives?" "Do you want to end up having to go to the bathroom really bad in a dress that you can't take off?" Jill said. Gilda shook her head. "You know I had already completely forgotten about that." "Well then you are lucky that you have a very bathroom conscious friend who is here to make sure that you don't do something extremely stupid," Jill said smiling smugly. "Now I recommend that we all try to limit our liquid intake so that we don't find ourselves in some type of emergency situation." "Jill you put too much planning into things related to bathrooms," Audrey said shaking her head, although she had to admit that Jill had a point, they didn't want to tank up on the liquids when they knew that they wouldn't be able to go to the bathroom all day until they got home and could take their dresses off. "I always say it's better to be safe than sorry," Jill said as the three of them nodded and began talking. Unfortunately it was a particularly hot Easter this year, and it soon became extremely warm because the air-conditioning in the limousine wasn't working, and they were wearing tight fitting clothing with several layers. "Oh my God, I'm sweating like a pig in here," Gilda said as she started pouring herself a drink. "I know, but at least if we are sweating that means that fluid is leaving our body rather than going inside of it," Jill said as she licked her lips, admitting that she was getting rather thirsty herself. "Look we agreed that we should probably watch our liquid intake, but we shouldn't completely dehydrate ourselves," Becky said as she started taking a drink. Jill really knew she shouldn't, but as she saw all of her friends taking a drink she couldn't resist and she soon started drinking with them. She took small sips at first, but as the trip went on the limousine became intolerably hot, and she could feel herself sweating underneath her dress it was becoming unbearable, and she found herself drinking more in spite of herself. She once again tried to limit herself but there was only so much a person could tolerate in a hot stuffy limousine like that. And it would figure there was a lot of traffic too. "Finally we are here," Jill said, as they got out of the car, and she was immediately going to run to the bathroom until she remembered that she was wearing a dress that was not designed for that, because whoever designed it was a fucking idiot who probably had never even so much as consulted women on on these matters and just was thinking of fashion exclusively. Jill knew that as a lesbian she shouldn't be dismissing her own kind, but she really regretted the fact that ironically it seemed like most women's clothing was designed by gay men who all had clothing for themselves in which there was a fly that could be opened to allow urination. As Jill and her friends got out of the limousine, they started meeting and greeting with lots of other men and women at the event. As Jill looked around she could see that all of the women were wearing the same type constricting dresses, as that was part of the dress code for this particular event, which must have been planned by men, no by sadists, and looked like it was going to be a boring affair aside from all of the free chocolates that would be provided, which she didn't plan on eating until after they had left the event. It was a pretty typical affair where the four of them lined up in front of the limousine as people started taking pictures of them in all sorts of various poses. It was annoying having to make so many poses especially in a dress that didn't allow for much movement, and Jill could still feel that she was sweating like a pig underneath that thing. They were glad when they moved inside of the place to get away from the fact that they were near a lake and stream with a small little waterfall, and Jill noticed that she wasn't the only one who didn't seem to appreciate the sound of running water. She didn't have to pee very badly yet, but the fact that she already had to pee was a bad sign, so she realized that she should be behave very carefully if she wanted to avoid a disaster under the circumstances. The last thing she wanted to do was end up pissing herself at a formal event, as she would never be able to live that down. As the event got underway, people started to mingle and chat, and Jill felt that she was right, that the whole affair was rather dull. She was just kind of hoping that it would be over soon, they would take their free chocolates and candies and get home as soon as possible so that they could cut themselves out of the coffins that they happened to be wearing around their bodies. Once again Jill hated the fact that women's clothing seemed to be designed to make them look pretty rather than for comfort. In fact there was nothing wrong with designing clothing to look nice, but it seemed like a lot of this clothing they went out of their way to make it impossible to go to the bathroom, almost as though the people who had designed dresses like these were sadists who enjoyed watching women squirm for inability to pee while wearing them. She didn't like to involve herself in conspiracy theories, but right now she was picturing a bunch of gay men designing these dresses and laughing to themselves as they thought of all the women not getting to go to the bathroom all day. "How are you liking the event Jill," Becky asked. "I mean it's okay and everything, but it's kind of dull in all honesty," Jill said as she licked her lips. "Have you had anything to drink all day?" "I am trying to watch my liquid intake like you should be doing, for obvious reasons." "I have to admit that I could use the toilet right now, but luckily it's not an emergency yet." "Ladies and gentlemen, I think that everybody should try these of delectable chocolate bunny rabbits," the host of the event said as she started handing them out. "Thanks I think I will save mine for later," Jill said. "You know trying to watch my figure and everything." It was a lie, but she figured that if she got even slightly heavier from eating anything that the dress that was already suffocating her inside simply wouldn't fit against her body. Jill wanted to scratch herself, but she knew it was impossible through the dress, and she didn't want to seem like she was a low class individual with everybody watching her. "Jill I think we should eat the chocolate bunnies now, it's rude not to," Audrey whispered to her. "I know, but chocolate kind of makes me thirsty," Jill said as Audrey continued rolling her eyes in her general direction, like come on eat the chocolate bunny, don't make us look bad. Reluctantly Jill started tasting the chocolate bunny, and had to admit that it did taste rather fine, but it also made her extremely thirsty. She took a couple of sips of her water but she found that that wasn't very satisfying. "How much longer is this thing going to last," Jill said as she found Becky a little while later. "Well I think that they are going to do a toast in a short time, so everybody should get their champagne glasses ready," Becky said as Jill frowned. "You know I've been trying to stick to water and everything," Jill said as Becky frowned. "Fine, I will taste a little bit of the champagne." As the host of the event began toasting, everyone began drinking down their drinks. Unfortunately it wasn't just one toast, there was toast after toast after toast, where they were expected to keep sipping on the champagne. And Jill had to admit that she was getting more thirsty than she could tolerate and found herself drinking more. Unfortunately she could also feel that all of those drinks were extremely diuretic and going straight to her bladder, and she was beginning to get more uncomfortable than she was already from wearing a suffocating dress all day, on an Easter where it happened to be as hot as a summer day. "Global warming if you were a person I could kick your ass right now," Jill said as one of the event planners came over and she swallowed her pride and began smiling as she drank some more champagne. "This is a really nice event, I'm really enjoying myself." Jill had to admit though that that was a total lie, right now she just wanted to get to the bathroom. She noticed that the ladies room didn't have a line, which she thought was rather unusual, until she remembered that every woman at the event was wearing an outfit similar to her, outfits where they had to be sewn into the dress and weren't able to use the bathroom all day. Jill couldn't help but look around and see that other women were looking a bit antsy and anxious, she could see a couple of them leaning up against the wall, and she saw more than a few of them looking over at the bathroom with a longing glance in the same way that she was doing. Meanwhile she saw that the door to the men's room was opening and closing in a revolving door fashion as men continued drinking and going back for seconds, knowing that they wouldn't have to worry about holding it in until they got home. "Okay now it's been several hours, are we going to be going home soon," Jill said as she crossed her legs underneath her dress hoping nobody would notice what she was doing. "Yeah I have to admit that I am crossing my legs underneath here as well," Becky said as the two of them laughed nervously. "I was told this event would only be a couple of hours, but now we've been here for like four or five hours now and I am absolutely dying here," Jill said. "Stop complaining you guys, we are going to be leaving shortly I am sure," Gilda said, but they could both tell that she was staring towards the bathroom just as longingly as they were, as well as shaking her glass in her hand and looking really antsy. Audrey came over, making lots of quick little steps before pausing and using her hands to flatten out her dress, clearly looking nervous and bending a little. As Jill looked at her friends she knew that they probably all had crossed legs under those dresses and at least they were concealing that. But if they didn't start getting home soon she was going to scream. Now all she could think about was peeing. "This is a pretty nice event, isn't it ladies," said Chris, one of the hosts of the event. "I hope that you are liking all of the chocolate and champagne and everything. I love champagne, but it goes straight through me, I have probably gone to the bathroom like three times tonight and I think I'm going to have to go again soon." The woman all struggled to keep a straight face, and Jill had to struggle not to kick Chris right in the shins, which she probably couldn't do anyway, because her dress was so tight that such a movement would probably not be possible. The women all frowned as they watched Chris go off to the men's room and emerge a few minutes later and started coming back over their way. "Can I get you ladies some more champagne," Chris said with a smile. "No!" all of the women shouted instinctively, before realizing that they came across as rude. "I mean no thank you, alcoholic beverages should always be done in moderation," Becky said trying to keep her legs from shaking underneath her dress. "Becky I am freaking dying here," Jill said as she pressed her knees together underneath her dress. "Is there any possible way to facilitate urination in this dress." "Facilitate urination?" Becky said raising her eyebrow. "It's the formal atmosphere, I mean I need to take a piss!" Jill shouted before covering up her mouth as she could see a couple of other women looking over in her direction, and she couldn't help but notice a couple of them were sort of smiling or nodding in agreement with her, even some of the older uptight looking women who probably viewed piss as a curse word. Chris started going up at the head of the event and asked everybody to take another toast. It was obvious looking around the room that most of the women were looking decidedly uncomfortable. Jill could see a couple of women who seemed to be pacing back and forth with their hands on their hips, many leaning against the walls in a subtle way, and a lot of them looking over at the ladies room, which had not seen any activity all night. The only reason why a ladies room at such a crowded event would be unoccupied is simply because of the fact that none of the women were wearing anything that would allow them to go to the bathroom. "I hope that you're all enjoying the event, but looking around the room it looks like a lot of you are looking kind of antsy, like you want to go someplace, hope you aren't bored," Chris said with a laugh. "Anyway but I have seen that you have been enjoying the event, so I will extend it a little bit longer, no need to thank me." "Okay I don't give a fuck if it makes me sound low class or rude, we have to get the hell out of here, and we have to get the hell out of here right now," Jill said as her friends sort of twitched around and reluctantly nodded. "I think that we will just have to excuse ourselves politely." "Hey ladies, would any of you like to dance," Chris said as he came over, once again drinking another glass of champagne that no doubt would have him running to the bathroom in a short amount of time, which made all of them want to tie him up, place a funnel down his throat with a keg on top and then leave him there tied to a tree until he pissed himself. Little did Chris know they were all sort of dancing underneath their dresses, pee dancing that was. "You know this has been an absolutely lovely, event but we really must be going," Audrey said. "Yes, I think that we all really really really must be going," Gilda said looking like she was about to bite her lip off. "Well I hope that you will join me for one final toast," Chris said as they all reluctantly picked up their glasses and took a few sips. "Cheers," Jill said as she quickly choked her drink down put her glass down on the table, and then she and her friends began slowly and carefully walking out into the parking lot and looking at their watches. "When is that damn limousine going to get here?" "This event was supposed to end at least an hour ago, so they must be running really late, they should have already been here waiting for us," Becky said as she ran the fabric of her dress between her fingers as a nervous habit. "I really wish that I could just pop a squat in this damn thing," Audrey said as she hopped up and down. "I am doing my Easter bunny hop right now." They all had sort of a laugh about that, but none of them were quite smiling as they all stood there in front of the lake with the trickling sound of the waterfall making them more frantic. "If the limousine doesn't arrive soon I think that I'm going to jump in the lake and piss myself and just make it look like I fell in as an accident," Gilda said. "Show some restraint, you don't want to publicly humiliate yourself at a formal event like that do you," Becky said as she arched her back up straight and pushed her hand into the base of her spine as she crossed and uncrossed her legs underneath her dress. "Oh my God, when is the limo going to arrive, I'm going out of my mind here," Jill said as they saw the lights of the limousine reflecting on them, and they all started running towards the limousine and opened the door and very quickly sat down, very carefully however. "So how was the event ladies," the limo driver said smiling, but he could see that they were all frowning. "Driver get us home as quickly as possible," Becky said. "And please, by all that is good and decent in the universe, try to watch any speed bumps." As the four women sat in the back of the limousine none of them were touching the minibar, and they were all sitting with their legs firmly crossed and their hands in their laps. They kept constantly adjusting themselves and rubbing the fabric of their dresses between their fingers nervously. "You ladies must be pretty tired back there, you were a lot more chatty on the way over," the limo driver said. "But you probably had an exhausting day, and you probably tried some champagne and that always makes me tired as well. Also champagne seems to make me have to go to the bathroom like a horse –" "Shut up!" all of the women shouted as the driver closed the window separating him from the women in the back. That wasn't the classiest thing for a limo driver to say, which was the last thing that was concerning them at the moment. "Maybe we shouldn't have pissed off the driver like that," Becky said. "Please don't say piss," Gilda said. "Fuck that I need to piss!" Jill said as she bounced up and down in her seat, trying to get comfortable but finding it impossible. Traffic was rather slow, but finally the limousine arrived and they all slowly and carefully got out of the limousine, as they were all so thrilled to be home as they started running through the door. "Let me just get my keys," Audrey said as they were all hopping up and down as she took her keys out of her purse and began opening the door. As soon as they got inside they all started running towards the bathroom. "Wait, we can't take a piss until we get out of our dresses," Becky said as the women all groaned. "Well do me first I am bursting!" Jill shouted. "I'm just as bursting as you are!" Gilda shouted. Audrey whistled and clapped her hands. "Ladies ladies ladies, we just got back from a formal event, let's not act like God damned animals. I think that there is a orderly way we can do this. Now seeing as this is my house I think that I should get first dibs on the bathroom." All of the women began protesting, but they could see that Audrey was standing in front of the bathroom door holding her arms stretched out to let them know what the score was. It was a total bitch move on her part, but they knew that they had no choice. "Now is somebody going to cut me out of this dress or do you all want to keep waiting," Audrey said. Becky quickly started undoing the back of Audrey's dress until it was just loose enough for her to get her dress down as she went into the bathroom and began peeing loudly as the three women outside began whimpering. "Okay, somebody do my dress now," Becky said as she hopped up and down. "Why should you get to go next," Jill said. "Well I was the one who got Audrey out of her dress, so the way I see it one of you should get me out of my dress now," Becky said as the three of them stared at each other. "Okay we have to think of some fair way to do this, let's all draw straws or something like that," Gilda said as she hopped up and down. "Does anybody have any straws," Jill said as she continued jumping up and down as the three of them stood there realizing that none of them had straws. Just then Audrey came out of the bathroom with a huge smile on her face. The three women forgot about the straws and they all started lunging towards the bathroom, and Jill found that she had beat them all and closed the door behind them. "First come first serve losers!" Jill said as she went to go sit down on the toilet before realizing the terrible truth. "I think that somebody forgot that she needs her friends to get her out of her dress before she can sit down and use the toilet," Becky said. Jill realized that she was right, this was a real bind she was in. "I call penalty, Jill should be the last one to go," Gilda said. "That's not fair," Jill shouted as she danced around inside of the bathroom. "Hey you shafted us, so now that's the punishment," Becky said. "And if you are thinking we are joking let's see you try to get out of your dress by yourself. The longer you stay in there the longer it's going to take." Jill was practically in tears, but she realized that her friends had her at their mercy, so she opened up the door to the bathroom and Becky practically knocked her down, getting into the bathroom and peeing loudly as Jill and Gilda stood outside of the bathroom door looking at each other uncomfortably but saying nothing. It seemed as though Gilda had already had her dress undone by Becky, and she was just holding it in place until she could get into the bathroom. "At least help me start getting my dress undone," Jill said as she arched her back and put her hands on her hips. "After I go to the bathroom," Gilda said as Jill realized that she was holding her dress up. "I can't exactly hold up my dress and undo your dress at the same time now can I?" As soon as Becky came out of the bathroom Gilda quickly went inside and began peeing loudly. Becky and Audrey quickly went in the other room, have already changed into jeans and T-shirts in the bathroom. "Start helping me undo my dress," Jill said when all of a sudden there was a ringing at the doorbell. "I guess I had better see who that is," Audrey said as she opened the door to see that her housemate Mark was there. "Hey Audrey, I thought maybe I would come and see how things went at the formal event and everything," Mark said as Gilda came out of the bathroom now dressed in jeans and a T-shirt as well, as Jill stood there in her dress fidgeting nervously and running the fabric of her dress between her fingers. "Hurry up and help me out of my dress," Jill said as soon as Gilda came out. "But Jill you can't start getting out of your dress here, there is a guy here, but don't worry I think that he will leave shortly," Gilda said as she and Jill walked into the living room where they saw Mark. "Well it seems like one of you is still all dolled up," Mark said looking at Jill, who simply waved nervously at him as he pressed her knees tightly together. As Jill stood there, the only one still in her formal dress, still sewn into her formal dress like a prisoner, as all of her three friends were standing there in comfortable jeans and T-shirts, with comfortably empty bladders, she practically wanted to smack all of them across their faces right then and there. "Hi Mark, it's nice to see you came home tonight and everything, but we were just sort of in the middle of something," Jill said, trying to do whatever she could do to get Mark out of there so that she could get undressed and finally relieve herself. Jill had never been fond of Mark, but as Mark was making eye contact with her she saw a sinister smile forming across his face. "Actually have you got a little while, I have some things that I think that we really need to discuss," Mark said. "It's just that we were about to do something important –" Jill said as she pressed her knees tightly together. "Don't be rude Jill," Audrey said looking in her direction and making eye contact with her as that same sinister smile appeared across her face. "Whatever it is that we were about to do, believe me it can wait." Mark smiled. "Well that's good, because I think this is going to take a while." And as Jill sat down on the couch with her three friends, sweating profusely in her skintight dress, as Mark went on and on about how he had had a fight with his boyfriend over the fact that he lost his job as a dress designer, she realized that it was going to be a very very long Easter, and she could only hope that three days from now after she had died of a burst bladder that she would resurrect from the dead and come back and smack all of her friends right across their faces.
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  12. Does anyone else get full body shivers sometimes when they pee? I get it when I’m fairly full but not too bursting and it makes my whole body have shivers when I start peeing. I asked my partner and they said they never had but I’m curious if anyone else has.
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  13. So, this is not my original work, it is an experience that I saved from the experiences forum about 3/4 years ago from an account that is no longer active, but I have reworked it into a fiction. Hope that is ok and hope you enjoy! I gave my mum a ticket for an Ed Sheeran open air concert for her 40th birthday this year. It was going to be her first real concert since she saw Fleetwood Mac in the 80s and she was super looking forward to it. On the day of the concert she dressed up nicely, like a classic rock chick, tight jeans, white blouse, nice handbag and lots of makeup. As some of my friends (two guys, one girl) were going there by car, I asked them to join with my mum, and she was happy to travel with the "younger crowd" as she called them. So we carpooled to the concert venue with five people in my friend's new BMW 3-series and everything went astonishingly smooth. When we arrived the venue very crowded, and parking was a nightmare, but it was all good! My mum and I separated from my friends at the concert venue, agreeing to meet them back at the car straight afterwards. The supporting acts were great already, my mum and I had two beers each and really enjoyed the vibe of the event. She then said that she had to go to the toilet before Ed Sheeran comes on stage, so we went in the direction of the portapotties which were lined up to both sides of the stage. However, it quickly became apparent that there were far too little of them. With about 90,000 thousand people in the venue, and probably 2 thirds of those, at least, being female, there were so many people in front of the toilets that you could not even see where a line would start or end. My mum was a little shocked about the situation. We waited in line for about 15 minutes, and weren't even halfway down the line. Eventually we heard the tannoy announcing that Ed was due on stage in 15 minutes. My mum moaned that she didn't want to miss any, and this line was another 20 minutes at least. I asked what she wanted to do, and was quite surprised when she said that she needed to pee, but she needed to see Ed come on stage more! I reassured her that after the gig the lines would be less, because people just wanted to go home, so, whilst she looked unsure, she decided that she could hold it until after the show, so we went back to our original space and soon after, Ed Sheeran hit the stage. He played for the next two hours and it really was a fantastic performance and magic night, especially for my mum. Totally worth the price and a little hassle. However, as soon as the concert ended, I tried to talk to my mum, but she looked tense. It was obvious that her bladder was now VERY full because she grabbed my arm and I could see that she had crossed her legs tightly. We slowly made our way towards the exit, but it was painfully slow going as the stadium started to empty. She crossed her legs again every time we stood still and seemed a little nervous and agitated. Once we got close to the toilet area, she blurted out, "Sorry, but I really need to go the bathroom before we leave...". I told my mum that she could go, but we should hurry up afterwards to catch my friends. Once we got closer to the portapotties, it became obvious that the lines were even longer than earlier. "You said that the lines would be shorter now"! She gasped, sounding somewhat panicked. "Sorry mum" I said, "They usually are. I guess because its such a big gig, and there are so many young girls and alcohol tents, well, this is the result. Let's head out to the carpark and..." She interrupted me, "I'm sorry, but I really need to go...", and she joined the HUGE line and we waited. After about 10 minutes and some serious leg-crossing and pee-dancing by my mum, we had only made it about five metres in line and the toilets were still agonisingly far away! "Why is everyone taking so long" she whined, with a little mock whimper, "This is just ridiculous, are there any other toilets?" "There's some round the other side" I said, "but they'll be just as bad, maybe we should just leave?" "LEAVE?!" she gasped, "No way, I need to wee first" Looking down the line, it was clear that there were probably 50 or 60 people ahead of her in line for about 15 portapotties. Reaching the toilets was going to take at least another 20 minutes, probably half an hour the way this queue was moving, and there was a lot of whining, bouncing and squirming, there was no way anyone was giving up their place in line. A girl about 5 people behind us shouted out: "HURRY UP AT THE FRONT, WE'RE FUCKING DESPERATE BACK HERE", a shout which was met with enthusiastic cheers from down the line. The girl in front of mum, who looked about 19, turned to mum and said; "This is stupid isn't it, how can they be taking so long, my bladder is so full its gonna blast out of me like a firehose, I'll be empty in seconds" "Oh don't" replied mum, seemingly forgetting herself for a second, "I can't remember the last time I was this full, I gotta go like a racehorse" "Mum" I said, trying to convince her to head to the car park. "This queue is gonna take fucking ages, let's head out and we'll get Tim to stop at the services, it'll probably be quicker than waiting in this line, and the toilets will definitely be cleaner." She was really not up for this though, telling me that she would rather wait for a wee first and how she couldn't bear to extend her wait any longer than it needed to be, but I reassured her the services would be quicker, and that there might even be more toilets out by the carpark, or another option to go somewhere if it was a real emergency. I also had to go, but was not keen on waiting in line, so I had decided I could hold it until home. Besides, my friends and I had agreed to meet at the car park as soon as possible after the concert. It took us another 15 minutes to get there, and there were no more toilets and also no bushes. My mum bent over a few times and looked very unhappy about the situation now, but as my friends were already impatiently waiting at the car. Anna, my friends girlfriend who had recently turned 20, looked angry. "There you are, we've been waiting for fucking ages!". "Too long eh Anna", teased Chris. "Fuck off Chris" she replied, "I had no choice". "Sorry" said my mum, "it's just that we tried to...", Anna interrupted, she was clearly drunk, "I don't care what your excuse it, I nearly pissed myself, we waited so long, I had to drop my knickers and piss in the carpark like an animal, just get in, I just want to get home now, I've never been so humiliated". Chris sniggered at her, and sure enough, next to the car there was an ENORMOUS puddle. She must have been frantic if that had all come out of her!! I was secretly upset that I had missed her public show. Everyone got in the car though, Tim was driving, next to him his girlfriend Anna, I was sitting in the middle, Chris to my right and my mum to my left. Space was tight, but as the drive was usually no longer than half an hour it was okay. It took us way longer than expected to even make it out of the car park, probably 25 minutes, and my mum, although trying to hide it, obviously really, really had to go to the bathroom badly. We talked about the fantastic concert and when somebody asked my mum something, her answers were really short and strained. She constantly rubbed her right leg on mine, tapped her feet and pressed her legs together. Although she tried to hide her need from the others, it was quite obvious to me sitting right next to her. I thought we might have to stop somewhere at a gas station for her, before the services, but Anna was furious, so there was no way I was asking. She could ask Tim herself if necessary. Once on the motorway, I could see that my mum discretely open the upper button of her jeans which led to her the top of her white panties. A little later she twice grabbed the inside of her upper legs quite hard and it was obvious to me that she was really desperate. "I'm really sorry Tim, but you will need to pull in at the next services" she finally said, confirming that her need must be getting absolutely frantic. Anna snapped at her though, "Are you taking the piss, you've already held us up, I just want to get home". I knew she was very nearly having a piss, never mind taking the piss, and her squirming now increased. "I am sorry, really I am, but I could do with a trip to the Ladies". Anna was furious "Well, I could have done with a trip to the fucking Ladies while I was standing around waiting for you. Hopefully you'll feel how bursting I was when I had to drop my pants in public". Mum was now almost bouncing in her seat, her need clearly increasing now it was out in the open. "I'm really sorry Anna, I just had to try and wait for the toilet, but the queue was huge, I never got to go and I'm not used to drinking so much, it's really quite urgent". She was clearly frantic now, and Anna was not helping! "Well good, I hope it hurts" she said, "I've never been so embarrassed, I hope you piss yourself!". Tim took over now, "We'll be home in 20 minutes Mrs C, just cross your legs, there's no more services now anyway, you'll be OK". She groaned out loud "I'm not OK now" she said, "Oh God, Pete, you said we could stop at the services, SHIT, OK, just please, PLEASE hurry, I really don't think I can hang on another 20 minutes!" With 3 of us crammed into the back seat, I was sitting very close to my mum, and I could feel that she was constantly squirming now. Anna was very drunk, and from past experience I knew that when she got like that she would say exactly what she thought. She had clearly been embarrassed, probably because Chris had watched her peeing. Chris was our singleton mate, and it was a standing joke that he was a bit of a perv, the way she had been talking, Anna had clearly been desperate, and maybe even started to wet herself waiting for us, and she was mortified. I knew though, mum had been complaining of being bursting before the gig started, and that was well over 2 and a half hours ago. The next 5 minutes must've passed like an eternity for her, as she almost shouted out. "Are we nearly there Tim?". She was like a bursting little girl on a long road trip, and now had her hand constantly between her legs. "Not far Mrs C" he replied chirpily, clearly oblivious to the urgent show he was missing behind him. "We'll have you home in about 15 minutes". "WE NEED TO STOP" she gasped, "NOW" "I told you, there are no rest stops out here" replied Tim, as Anna turned around and saw my mum in a state of pure desperation. "Please" gasped my mum, "pull over here, I don't care" "I can't stop on the motorway" said Tim, now sounding a little more concerned, as Anna added "Now you know how you made me feel, you ready to drop your knickers in public yet?" "YES!!!" gasped mum, "Oh yes, please, anywhere, ohhhhhh" she collapsed into a long guttural groan ! "I put my arm round her, "you'll be OK mum" I reassured, "you can always wait longer than you think". "I can't" she gasped again with tears welling in her eyes, "I can't, I have to go, please, please, just pull over, please, now" I could feel her physically shaking as she fought to hold on, both her hands were between her legs as she bounced her bum up and down on the chair. "Fuck" said Chris, "I think it really is an emergency mate, you better stop". "I can't just stop on the motorway" replied Tim, "the exit is in 5 miles, just another couple of minutes and I'll pull over." We continued down the the highway relentlessly, as mum whimpered in agony. 30 seconds passed and she cried out again. "Tim, you have to stop". To my astonishment, she started to undo her belt, We passed a sign, the next exit was 1 mile. "Just another mile Mrs C, hang on". She burst into tears. "I'm going to piss myself" she screamed, "Please, oh please, it's coming out, please stop, don't make me wee in my knickers". Tears flowed down her face as she tore open her jeans and thrust her hand down the front of her knickers. In her frantic struggle her panty clad ass was almost on my lap now, as she tried to press her fingers into her aching pussy. She was wearing typical granny knickers, full back, white with faded pink flowers on them. There weren't dress to impress panties they were her comfy knickers she had owned for over 10 years! More than that though, there was a very visible wet patch on them! "Shit mate, she's not kidding" I said, "I'll pull over on the slip road" said Mike, "Just hold on 2 more minutes" She was pulling at her jeans now though as she started to edge them down. "It's coming" she cried, "I can't wait any more, I've gotta go right now, I can't stop it" "Hang on" said Tim, "Just 30 more seconds", the slip road was in sight, and Tim was accelerating at it hard. "I CAN'T" She wailed as she started to yank down her jeans. "Mum, what the hell are you doing..." I said. "PISSING" she replied, without hesitation, "I am pissing myself in a car full of fucking teenagers, please, oh holy fuck, please pull over right this second, Tim, PLEASE" Her jeans were now halfway down her thighs as she thrust both of her hands hard into her almost see through, clearly wet, knickers. "PLEASE STOP NOW" Suddenly a clear wet spot appeared on her knickers as she almost screamed, "It's over, I'm sorry" She was almost stood up in the back, fighting to try and press her hands harder into her pussy, in her desperate struggle, her ass was above my left knee, as drops started to drip from between her fingers. "FUCK" she stammered as she started to pull down her knickers with her right hand, whilst fighting to control herself with her left. Tim jerked off the motorway, as she yanked down her knickers and immediately lost a huge blast of piss. She was almost foaming at the mouth and couldn't speak properly. "What the fuck mum" I gasped, "what are you doing?!" "Fucking hell" said Chris, sat next to me, his eyes almost on stalks, staring at my mums now bare ass, and starting to pull out his phone, "I gotta get a pic of this". "Please, wee, now, stop, Oh, fuck, fuck It's coming, I'm weeing, sorry, of fuck, oh no, please stop, oh god, shit, no, not here, I couldn't wait, fuck" She was shaking as more and more frantic spurts blasted from their feminine prison, she was out of control, as piss dribbled through her fingers, she was trying so hard to control it, but it was going everywhere! Tim finally stopped, as Chris was now openly filming my mums desperate show, with a visible bulge in his pants. She let go of herself and pushed the door open, lunging for it as her floodgates fully gave way and a jet of piss shot across the back seat. She threw herself out of the door onto the hard shoulder of the slip road, with pee cascading down her legs, dropping immediately into a squat, and relaxing. "Oh Fuck YES" she gasped as piss blasted from between her legs, "Ahhhhhhhhhhh, Oh Christ I needed this, oh my god, oh my god, fuck, oh don't look" she added, tears flowed down her face as the most unbelievable blast of piss arced from her hairy pussy. She made no attempt to cover herself as her legs shook and she savoured her desperately needed relief. Her moans were almost orgasmic. "OH fuck, that feels good, Jesus, I never thought I was gonna be able to do this, Oh god, I'm sorry, ahhhhhh thankyou, fuck, wow." Her stream blasted on and on and on. No wonder she'd been making such a fuss, she had an incredible amount of pee in her. It was a full 45 seconds before her stream slowly dwindled to a trickle and she regained her composure. She opened her eyes to see 4 teenagers staring at her open mouthed, and a busy motorway slip road whizzing past. She quickly tried to cover herself, pulling up her knickers before realising they were absolutely soaked, and completely transparent, doing nothing to hide her dark bush. "Erm, I'm sorry about that" she stammered, as she tried to pull up her wet jeans, its just, erm, well, I had needed to go for so long, I said it was an emergency and you wouldn't stop." "Now you know how you made me feel" said Anna, slyly, without showing a single ounce of compassion. Mum was clearly soaked, as she got back into the car, which also showed a clear wet patch where she was sitting. There were splashes of her wee everywhere, on the seats, the windows, me and Chris. Everything was wet! "I'm so sorry Tim, I'll pay for you to get the car valeted, I said I needed you to stop, oh, I'm so embarrassed, I have never needed to go as badly as that, I thought my bladder was going to burst" The drive home was incident free, and easy going, it was a drive of awkward silence, and only about 10 minutes from my mum's humiliation, to getting her home. When we pulled up, Chris said something like, "Thanks for the show, it's been great", Whilst Tim, who was clearly also embarrassed at not stopping and seeing his best mates mum lose full control added "At least you don't have to dash to the loo now do you Mrs C". Mum was beet red in the face, and I was still shocked and could not quite believe what I had just seen. My mum sheepishly opened the door and said "I'm so sorry again, I'll pay for this, please send me the bill". We got out and my friends drove off and I stood there with my mum, outside our house, in the middle of the street, her tight jeans soaked with her urine. "Mum, what the hell just happened". She seemed so embarrassed and looked me in the eye, and said "I told you I was bursting and I needed to wait for the fucking portapotties, please, never talk of this again" and to this day, we never have!
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  14. This has been something that happened to me before! And especially in shorts, Jean ones to be exact because the buttons are so hard to deal with, and the pants I owned meant most of the time you had to suck your stomach in to get a grip on the button properly because they were really tight shorts, which often lead to bad leaks!
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  15. Once again this is a topic that I have a real lot to say about so everybody's comments are interesting to me, so this will probably end up being another really long response. @NotACat "The second case is more particular to the stories written by a few particular authors. In those stories the dynamic between the men and women feels a lot like more of a dom/sub story where the dom is forcing the sub to hold and teasing them. In that context, role play between two people in that sort of relationship, it can work. When it's applied to every man interacting with every woman in a story, it gets awkward and doesn't really work. It just reads like literally everyone in the story has a piss and bdsm kink and acts it out with anyone, any time. See above about pulling me out of the story." I think the desperation is sort of a BDSM situation. And while it's true that in a situation like that where every interaction between every man and woman doesn't necessarily imply that everybody has a BDSM kink, I feel like the dynamic exist regardless of whether that is true or not. I mean a lot of it has to do with the character's perception, as you really don't know if people have that kink, and in most cases most people probably don't have that kink. Like when I was working at my job outdoors and I was desperate and the men were peeing I have to assume that the majority of them probably didn't have a kink for this. If I was perceiving it it was probably me reading a lot more into that situation due to my lack of social skills and my tendency to obsess and fixate, but I definitely think that that dynamic exists regardless of how the others feel about the situation. Like a couple of the guys in my group would basically sometimes make a comment on the fact that the women didn't go to the bathroom or they occasionally might seem to find it amusing, but I would wager that the majority of them didn't have a kink for it. There was only one instance where I think that one of my coworkers might have been kind of getting off on the situation, and that was during the first time when I had my summer job where I was the only woman in the group and there was one of my male coworkers who definitely seemed like he might have been exploiting the situation or really enjoying seeing me in that situation. Again I can't prove it, but in two years and having eight male coworkers and two female coworkers there's maybe only one case in which I felt maybe one of them was getting a little bit titillated by the situation. But again regardless of whether they view that as a situation like that it felt like that situation to me. To me when one person is desperate and the others aren't it creates a power dynamic. Know whether anybody is going to exploit that dynamic is another case altogether, but I feel like the dynamic just naturally exists between a person who is desperate and a person who isn't. Again it may just feel that way because I am interpreting it that way, but I feel that any situation where there is a group of people who can go to the bathroom and others can't, usually in a case where the women are holding it and the men are not I feel that that dynamic, that psychological tension is still present. @pguy69 "Thankyou so much for taking the time to write up your thoughts in so much detail. I have very much enjoyed a lot of your stories over the years, and as such you are a writer that I have a lot of respect for. As you say, I am very much aware that it is a trope you work on a lot, and you are right, it sounds like absolute torture." I definitely think about this far too much, but having been in that situation it really was truly mind-boggling. I mean I wrote about these situations before I had experienced them on a really regular basis, so to be thrust into that situation with my unique slant on this issue I think puts it into a pretty stark perspective. Like I knew a situation like that is torturous even before being in it but once you have been in it you truly don't realize just what it is until you have experienced that on a fairly regular basis. The reason that I work on this trope so much is just because it's something that I have personally experienced a real lot firsthand and like that saying goes, write what you know and I know this from personal experience. "The psychology is really interesting (and to be honest, probably a little uncomfortable) for me, because, without question, my "fetish" is desperation, WAY more than actual peeing, and the psychology of the situation is something that turns me on immeasurably. The more "psychological torture" that a situation creates, the more it turns me on. The pain, the helplessness and the fear of humiliation all play a part, and the fact that a person is pushing themselves into positions way beyond where they are comfortable, because the alternative is even more unthinkable, is something that I can't get enough of." I find that the psychology of it is the truly fascinating part, and again this could just be because I have lots of psychological issues myself, I am sure that most of the people who were in that situation with me were not thinking about it in the same way I was, and just because of the fact that I had a fetish made it much more of a fixation for me than it otherwise would be. But this actually extends to a lot of my stuff as well, even in my non-fetish writing that has nothing to do with pee desperation or BDSM or anything like that, even in a lot of my fiction which is dystopia or things of that nature, I focus very much on the psychology of the characters in those situations, and one of the big themes in a lot of my serious non-fetish related non-omorashi writing also is power relationships between people in general, basically how society creates power structures that are often oppressive and things of that nature. So I think that it just naturally seems to slip into my omorashi writing as well. But believe me it's not exclusive only to this type of stuff I write, a lot of my more serious stuff also focuses on this. I'm very interested very much in the psychology of people in these type of situations. To me I'm very much into getting into the character's head simply because being in that situation myself I really get into my own thoughts and feelings about it. So I am very much a writer who gives you my characters thoughts and feelings, really gets into their inner monologues. I realize that some people don't like that kind of writing, and people who don't like that kind of writing probably would not be fans of my stuff, but if you like that kind of stuff that is definitely the type of stuff that I get into in all of my writing, not just my fetish and omorashi stuff. I am very much a get into the character's head kind of writer. Some people have told me that I would probably be a good therapist or psychologist myself if I didn't have my own issues, but in my opinion most people who go into those professions have issues of their own. "Certainly, in my fantasies, I push the desperation a lot, and when I have sightings of actual desperation situations, there is no doubt that it turns me on, however, I would never want someone that I love to be forced into a situation that is as hopeless as the ones my mind creates, so it is something, as I say that leaves me conflicted." I think that a desperation fetish is kind of conflicting in that regard because you are taking advantage of the fact that you're enjoying people and situations that are unfair and brutal and everything like that. An interesting thing I have found talking to people over the years is that people have said that while they would never force someone into that situation in most cases, they feel that if it happens naturally and they are blameless they can enjoy it because they don't feel guilty since they didn't cause it. It is something interesting, like I would never force somebody into the situations that I have found myself in numerous times because I know with those situations are like, and yet when I see somebody in a situation like that it does trigger the excitement factor in your brain. Like I have said a couple of times on the forum there is also the conflict that I kind of like seeing women in situations where they don't want the desperation, where they are actively aggravated by it. Again I wouldn't push people into that situation because I wouldn't want somebody to do the same to me as I have experienced that myself, but when you see a person in a situation like that in a truly grueling situation where they are going out of their mind that is by far the most exciting situation of all. So yeah there is sort of a feeling of guilty pleasure taking pleasure in the suffering and discomfort of others, but at the same time just the intense nature of it is what makes it so exciting. And once again having been in that situation myself on numerous occasions I know how terrible it is to be in that situation and yet as long as I am not the one in that situation when I see others in that situation it is exciting to see. Of course when I am in the situation like that I am the first person to complain, but that is why do not get too judgmental about people who enjoy that, because I know what it's like from both sides of it so it's hard to be judgmental about it as you really can't control what you are turned on by even if it makes you feel conflicted. "The men can go, girls have to hold though is a trope that I love quite because it is so unfair, and almost cruel, for the women involved. Do I know that is probably a bit wrong, yes, does it turn me on though, absolutely yes, way more than it probably should!" I think that all, or at least most desperation involve some aspect of unfairness. Like I have said numerous times I feel that if I lived in a society that was more fair when it came to these issues I probably would never have even developed this fetish in the first place. The fact that I fixate on this trope in my own fetish is because these are the personal things that I have experienced myself, they were what form the fetish, and the formative experiences take what form that you're going to fixate on in your own fantasies and fetishes. And that again is where there is a conflict, because you know it's unfair, you know it's a terrible situation, and when you are in that situation it's infuriating, and yet despite the fact that you are infuriated by the situation you can't help but be turned on by it. I mean as much is I hated it all the time when I was holding it outdoors all day it was infuriating me like nothing else, and yet by the time I got home I was so fucking turned on by it that it was almost unimaginable, even though I would never willingly put myself into a situation like that you can't help but be turned on by the situation when you are in it, even if it's the result of total aggravation and frustration. I don't think that this applies just a desperation, when you look at most stories, whether true or fictional, they are mostly based on conflict. Without conflict, without tension, without some unfairness that the character is trying to go against there really isn't a story. In a world where women could easily relieve themselves in every situation there would be no Genesis for people to form a fetish for seeing women not getting to go to the bathroom. If it didn't exist in the first place, if this unfairness didn't exist the fetish probably wouldn't exist either. And yes that is sort of a cornerstone of the fetish, unless the woman is holding voluntarily for sexual gratification, pretty much all desperation involves the fact that you are enjoying seeing somebody in a cruel or unfair situation for even getting off on being in that situation yourself. Like I said in a perfect world it would be good to have everything fair, and you wouldn't want to put yourself in those situations, and yet you find yourself turned on by them. It's sort of like how I used to hate having to hold it all the time when I was younger but over time it developed into a fetish, a fetish that was born entirely out of frustration. So when you are in a situation where there is a huge line for the ladies room next to an empty men's room and you are ready to explode you are infuriated by the unfairness and injustice of it, but that's what creates the tension, that's what makes the whole thing exciting, because there is a conflict to be watched and resolved and seeing the person struggle with that is what is making it interesting. That is why a lot of people found my experiences interesting, it was funny seeing a person like that who had talked a big game about all of this stuff over the years having to actually experience it on a regular level. It was awful, it was infuriating, it was frustrating, and yet it was probably the single most interesting and defining experience of a lifetime. In my case it even takes weird forms where sometimes when I am on websites where people are talking about the lack of potty parity and seeing person after person dismissing the concerns as trivial or unnecessary or opposing giving more toilets to women, there is almost like a rage high that you get off of that, like you read that and it makes you infuriated but at the same time it excites you in some way. So I feel that the conflicting relationship with desperation is that it's something that getting you off on the fact that it is unfair and cruel, and that is probably why it falls into the BDSM category, you are taking pleasure in pain, even if that was unwanted pain you can't help but find some aspect of it arousing and exciting. And you can see just from this response how I am already getting into the psychology of it again analyzing every little minor detail, that's just the way I work, I'm interested in getting into the whys and wherefores behind everything. Some people don't like to analyze things and just like to go with it, but I am a person who hyper- analyzes every little thing and I am interested in all the nitty-gritty details. @provox "I'm not really interested in the sex/gender disadvantage specifically, so much as a prompt for desperation to happen, combined with the envy of one person anticipating being allowed to pee and then having to wait while knowing someone else got to go doing something for me. I can't really explain the latter part, it's just part of my fetish. This does not even have to involve gender at all. There are stories I have read where one woman gets to squat while another looks out for her, and then someone arrives so the lookout has to hold it, and those check off the same boxes for me." This is absolutely true and I agree here. For me it's not about the sex gender disadvantage, even if I do focus on that aspect of the story much of the time, simply because that's the truth of the matter. It's just the truth that in a situation where one group of people can pee and the other group can't or one person can pee and the other person can't it often is as a result of the fact that men can relieve themselves more easily. But that is not by any means the only situation of somebody getting to go and and the other not getting to go. In fact as a lesbian I find it more interesting in situations where there is a dynamic between women, which is something that I focus on and a lot of my stories as well. Like I said although there is the unfairness of men being able to relieve themselves when women can't, there are also plenty of situations where some women are able to relieve themselves when other women are not, and those situations are even more tense and frustrating. Like the ones that I bring up the most, and which I based my recent novella on, was a situation where some women were able to go to the bathroom at a rest stop and others weren't and they had to interact with the people who did get to go when they didn't and the psychological tension that creates. To me that was even more interesting than stories about men getting to pee and women not getting to pee. In fact it also creates an interesting dynamic between the same gender where there is that conflict between other women based on the fact that if there is a limited amount of time to go to the bathroom it is like there is almost like a war going on between the ones who get to go and those who don't. To me it's even more frustrating to be with a woman who got to go when I didn't get to go than it is to be with a man who got to go when I didn't get to go. I mean men get to go simply because it's easier for them to relieve themselves, but with women you have the competition for the bathroom, where you are all like adversaries all fighting each other for relief or for a limited number of toilets. To me that conflict is even more interesting and that was in the same sex dynamic. So you are right that it doesn't have to involve a sexual divide like that, it can definitely be a conflict between one woman getting to go and another woman not getting to go, and those stories are even more interesting to me, and again something I speak of from personal experience. So you are right in some sense it's not so much a matter of the fact that one sex is getting to go in the other is in, it's that summer getting to go while others are forced to wait, and being forced to wait while you know others are relieving themselves as one of the most purest forms of torture and one of the best things for creating tension in a story. You certainly wouldn't want to really be in that situation but when you are in a situation like that it certainly gives you a dramatic story to tell afterwards for sure. "In real life, my SO knows I fantasize about this and likes that I enjoy her desperation, so she appreciates that I enjoy it when she unintentionally gets into one of these situations (rare), and also intentionally gets into or exacerbates situations like this as a form of play (more frequent). I feel uncomfortable about situations where this happens to women other than my girlfriend completely against their control in real life - it turns me on, but I recognize fundamentally that these women are trapped in an uncomfortable situation against their will and not aware of or trying to participate in some sort of show for me, so I try my best to ignore it usually. I guess that's not really specific to "unfair" situations." I can relate to this as well, and how it's also a conflict. And here is a part where it gets into a real major conflict for me. Like I have said I kind of enjoy seeing people in involuntary situations where they are aggravated by the desperation. Again I would never try to get somebody in that situation intentionally, but when I see someone in a situation like that of genuine dire did unplanned desperation those are by far the most exciting situations to witness. However there is the conflict over the fact that I know from experience what it is like to be in that uncomfortable situation against my will, and where I am certainly not putting on a show for others. I have started a topic about this before where I have sometimes said that it's one of the envies of being a female fan of female desperation that guys get to watch us wiggling and squirming in line or desperately looking for a place to go while they can relieve themselves without any wait. Basically guys get to watch us in those situations without having to participate in those situations themselves, what I call getting a free show, where you get to watch without having to experience. But I can say from experience that almost every situation where I have seen some really excellent female desperation has also been a situation where I was myself one of the desperate women and was so focused on holding it that you almost don't really concern yourself with the fact that other women also have to pee. You are just so focused on holding it in yourself that that takes precedence over enjoying watching others squirm. I frequently bring up somebody that I chatted with many years ago but have since lost contact with who would talk about all of these ideas for getting women into desperate situations and how it would be fun for us to put women in these situations, but the one thing that he kept forgetting in his quest to see all of these women desperate, is there any situation that he conspired with to put women in a desperate situation, if I was with him in that situation I would be on the receiving end and he just didn't seem to get that. He didn't seem to get why I didn't think it would be funny to say lock a ladies room at a crowded place where we were because at some point I would need it myself! But at the same time I find myself non-judgmental about others who take pleasure in seeing people in these uncomfortable situations that women are in against their own will. Although it's infuriating to be in that situation, during the year when I found myself in that situation pretty much constantly on a regular basis, I really couldn't get mad at people for enjoying seeing me in that situation when situation reversed if I was in the role of the observer I would be enjoying every last minute of it, which is precisely why some have said that I am a hypocrite and that it was poetic justice for me to have to be constantly on the receiving end of something I would like to be on the observer end of almost perpetually. It was certainly eye-opening to say the least. "I will say I sometimes get pretty bothered at people over-generalizing about sex and gender differences, and I've also found myself a little uncomfortable by how much some people hold up long women's bathroom lines or lack of opportunities for women to pee as the way the world SHOULD work and something they think is good and they want to continue and that a woman's role is to suffer etc, because well... it's expressing an actual desire for suffering to continue in a way that unfairly affects women, for the sake of sexual gratification. By contrast I don't feel uncomfortable with people enjoying things they have seen, stories they were told, etc, if they did not cause them and don't express the sentiment that this is just and the way the world should work. I also don't really feel uncomfortable about it coming up in fiction, because that's just fantasies." This is again another area where I can relate and where it brings up conflicting feelings. Yes I enjoy seeing women in desperate situations and find those situations exciting than I am in them, even if they are unwanted, but I certainly don't think that that's the way the world should be, in fact as many know some people have called me a bathroom social justice warrior in that regard, because I realize very much that it's wrong and I think that that is not the way the world should be, and yet the that is the way the world inevitably is. Again when you are not the one directly responsible for that you don't really have to feel any guilt at enjoying those situations, and I would not blame or condemn anyone for enjoying those unfair situations. And yet as a woman who has had to deal with the practical side of dying for a piss and really really wanting one, it is sort of a weird feeling particularly to be in an omorashi community, or even non-omorashi communities. Like even if you go to a serious website where people are discussing lack of toilets, potty parity and things of that nature and you see large numbers of people opposing it or dismissing it or laughing at it, and at the same time you are thinking, maybe these people are right, maybe that's just the way things are, but either way it's probably going to remain that way, on the one hand you are thinking that's going to result in lots of desperate situations, but then on the other hand you think that's probably going to result in a lot of inconvenience and desperation for me that I do not want. And during my year when I was in frequent desperate situations that were really unfair and where people were sort of taking pleasure in that, I mean again I'm not criticizing them, I wouldn't share my experiences if I didn't want people to enjoy reading about them or hearing about them, but there is sort of a conflicting feeling when you realize that your sudden popularity over the last year is due to a large part of the fact that people are really taking a lot of gratification and excitement in witnessing your predicament. The interesting thing is that I have spoken to a lot of guys about this who have a similar conflict where they say that they feel sympathy for my situation, and yet at the same time the thought that my situation could continue is a gratifying thought. They will say I don't want you to be in a situation like that against your will or in unfair situation where you're going to be suffering, yet at the same time if I am since they are not the cause there is no real reason for them to feel guilty about enjoying it, and I kind of agree with that, because again situation reversed if it was somebody else in that situation and I wasn't the one in that situation I would enjoy hearing about somebody else in that situation just as much, so I couldn't really criticize others for enjoying that without being a hypocrite. And then there is also the conflict that recently I have come around to some degree of resignation and grudging acceptance that some situations are unfair and that there couldn't be anything to do about it, or that it is unlikely to be resolved anytime soon. So there is that conflicting feeling of of yes this is probably going to be continuing, there is probably going to be a continued situation of unfairness, I am likely to be repeatedly on the receiving end of it, and yet it would be producing so many wonderful desperation situations that could potentially be witnessed, which once again brings me back to that person I was mentioning earlier, the one who liked the idea of locking ladies rooms or the continuing idea of being a lack of ladies restrooms, or now with Covid with a lot of the bathrooms being closed and resulting in lots of women experiencing more desperation. I am online friends with large numbers of guys who very much enjoy female desperation, including plenty who while they feel some guilt at enjoying it, at the same time wouldn't necessarily want the situation to change. I fully acknowledge that there are a lot of guys out there, and women as well, who really do feel that this should be the way things are, there should be long lines for women, women should have to hold it and it's good that this is the way the world is. Again I can't bring myself to criticize them for enjoying something like that, but again when they are talking about how great it is to see women deprived of bathrooms or stuck waiting in line and everything like that and you are in that situation yourself regularly it's a weird feeling. Like I think that one situation that perfectly summed up the experience was one of my days where I was at my job holding it all day and I was chatting with a guy who was telling me about all these wonderful female desperation sightings he has seen, about how it's great to see woman court short of toilets, and yet I am sitting there listening enthusiastically to the stories but at the same time I am sitting there with my legs crossed desperately wishing I had a bathroom, and I am thinking to myself this seems so wrong, and yet somehow this is normal, this is the way things are and that this is the way things are likely to remain, and it just sort of a weird feeling to acknowledge as a desperate woman when you see other people who are cheering over this lack of opportunities for women to relieve themselves and enjoying every last moment of it. But when I think of the future, think of the possibility that I may once again be in one of those situations where I regularly have to hold it, and thinking how much so many people are looking forward to that possibility, again totally not going to judge them for enjoying that, but it's a weird feeling to know that people are enjoying you in that situation, enjoying the unfairness of it and knowing that even if they feel sympathetic and feel that it is wrong, but nonetheless it's likely to continue like this and there probably isn't anything to be done about it. So yeah I'm not going to criticize men or women who enjoy seeing people in these unfair situations or even think that that's the way it should be, it shouldn't be that way, but it is that way, so I'm not going to get mad at people enjoying something even if it's unfair and even if I am very much on the receiving end of that. So if I find myself in that situation regularly on a long-term basis in the future I'll still enjoy talking about it with people even when those people are secretly happy that nothing is going to change about it, even while I am sitting there with my legs crossed and just desperately wishing that it would. "I also think the frequency with which this actually happens gets exaggerated a lot. Usually these unfair situations manifest as long lines for women, which is for all but the longest lines a relatively short delay in relief. Most people don't regularly pee outside in mixed company unless they are desperate in my experience, and women who are that desperate will frequently pee outside. This situation has come up a couple times when it was just me and my girlfriend, where she has said if she had a penis she would stop to pee on the side of the road or use a bottle, but this has happened only a couple times in years of knowing her, and also if we were both desperate at the same time I would try to find us both an appropriate place to pee unless she specifically told me to go now instead of waiting for her. The last thing I've seen is that women will sometimes ignore a modest need to pee to wait for a cleaner toilet, and sometimes can misjudge how long it will take or how bad they will have to go and end up really desperate (this has happened a few times with my girlfriend), but this isn't really the "women aren't allowed to pee while men are" scenario you are describing." I agree with this as well. Like a lot of people say that I bring up these things often and everything like that, but they really are relatively infrequent experiences, with the exception of the unusual circumstances I was in in the last year. Sure I have lots of desperation experiences and experiences of waiting in line, but that's over the course of an entire lifetime, and over the course of an entire lifetime, particularly if you are a person who keeps detailed journals and has a good memory in general, they're going to build up. Even if you only have one or two of these experiences that are memorable every year by the time you are 38 years old (as I am) that's at least a couple of dozen experiences to share with the world. So yeah it's definitely not an everyday thing except for that brief stretch of time where I was at an outdoor situation regularly away from a bathroom, but those are rare and extraordinary circumstances, and ironically I probably experience more desperation in the last year or two than I did in my entire life combined, but again that's an unusual and rare circumstance. On the average day I am at home all day right near a toilet, and even when I go out it's usually to places that aren't crowded and where there are no lines whatsoever. It just seems like it's more frequent because you don't mention when there isn't a line, it's the rare experiences that stand out in those are the ones that you are going to talk about and mention. I mean since my job has stopped I basically have back to having virtually no sightings or new experiences to share for months on end, and that is typically the common situation. In fact given how infrequently I leave the house these days I probably see and experience a lot less desperation than the average person does, I just talk about the few instances that I have experienced a great deal more than the average person does, and in a community like that this is what everybody's talking about, so this community is not a random sampling, it's actually going to seem like there's a lot more because this is the only thing that people talk about in places like this mostly! But you are also right it's not a situation of women aren't allowed to pee while men are if the women willingly just avoids a toilet when one is available. When a woman actively avoids a toilet willingly that is not necessarily an unfair situation, that's a personal choice and there is nobody to blame for that except for themselves. @Unbeknownst "Idk, but at least as far as I have seen, (And keep in mind here that I am extremely biased towards 'well written' in a literary sense rather than story sense desperation stories since that's what I'm into / certain writing styles or too many obvious errors just pull me out of the story.) most of the stories that feature the trope don't feature it for the sake of featuring the trope. The trope exists for a reason. It is a reflection of the general reality. On the average most biologically (equipped... not necessarily genetically) males have a lower standard for when they are willing to pee in a more generally public setting. Thus, it's not actually a case of can/can't, but of will/won't." Exactly, things that are tropes or clichés or things of that nature exist and come up a lot for the simple reason that they are an accurate reflection of reality. The reason why we don't see lots of stories about men not being able to pee while women are is that that situation in reality very rarely if ever happens. The opposite however is a common reality, again maybe not an everyday situation, but in a situation where bathrooms are limited or unavailable it is a true fact that men just have more options. Again there are plenty of women who will pee outside or can be outside, but I think that I speak for the majority, and by the majority I mean the majority in general not the majority of fetishists who are not a random sample of society, of women in that most women will not just pop a squat outside and expose themselves to others like that to relieve themselves. In general the norm is for if there is no toilet available or if the lines for the ladies room are excessive that women will just continue holding it. That's just the way society is, it's the way society is built, not fair necessarily, but it is the way things are and that the stories are just reflecting that actual reality. "I'm not saying that there aren't exceptions. There are most definitely stories built around the "men can pee, but woman can't" trope, but by and large most of the stories that have the trope in them is more a reflection of the attitudes of the individual characters in them. For the most part the trope is, and never has been, about the sex or gender of the individuals. Or rather it's not a trope that is about creating that scenario, but rather a trope in that that scenario happens to fit into the story." I definitely do build a large number of my stories and even my longer works and novellas around that trope, but you are right it reflects the attitudes of the characters, and most of my main characters are based on what I would do in that situation, and I am not going to go to the bathroom outdoors simply because I cannot squat effectively without exposing myself and peeing all over myself. There are some people who feel that I shouldn't really complain about my situation seeing as I could have gone to the bathroom if I would just be willing to pop a squat, but I am not, and most of my characters in my fictional stories are reflected of my actual reality and experiences. "Correlation is not causation. Stories that feature the "men can pee, but woman can't" trope aren't necessarily doing so to create the in story situation, but rather given the in story situation that is how the characters react which if done right IS reflective of the average reality and, given the particular story setting, might be even more appropriate to the story. Essentially, I hate it when people try to make it about sex when it's actually just "this is a trend that exists in reality that also exists in this story since the setting in this story is similar to reality"." Exactly, and even as a person who outside of this fetish writes lots of science fiction and horror and fantasy scenarios, even in those scenarios you try to make the story realistic and reflective of reality aside from the outrageous elements in the story. The fact is these tropes come along not necessarily because the entire story was written around them, but it's just the type of thing that would happen in reality. Realistically speaking in a situation where there are no toilets available the average woman is not going to pop a squat and expose herself, the reality of the matter is that in situations like this the women will most likely hold it. In that regard I consider even my fictional stories that use this trope to be true to reality, and the people who have like my stories have said that one of the things that they like the most about them is that they feel it reflects their reality and experiences. And again everybody has different experiences, and I think that in general people like stories and writing that speaks to their experience in some way. So the people who rarely ever experienced this kind of trope in reality might find it more contrived seeming in a story, where as people who have experienced it themselves regularly will read a story like that and be going, yes yes this is reflective of my experiences, this person gets it, I can totally relate to this. But again everybody has different tastes, and I do feel that our taste in particular stories and what we like does reflect our personal experiences to a very large degree. Even people who like literature of the fantastic and escapist reality are still looking for experiences that they can somehow relate to even within those confines of an unrealistic situation. As one author said if you make everything else about the story realistic people will end up accepting the fantastical elements because everything else makes sense to reality and lived experience. @LifeIsStrange "There's only so many tropes though, so eventually you're bound to run out of new ones. My motto for omo stories is "if it ain't broke, don't fix it" and for me these tried and true tropes work well enough that I don't mind if they've been done quite a bit and I don't need stories to re-invent the wheel to keep my attention." Yes, exactly, this 1 million times over. Let's face it when it comes to desperation stories there are only so many scenarios in tropes in which you can find a person in a situation where they are going to be desperate. So yes these have been done quite a bit, and really not just desperation stories, but almost every story has been done before, the key is finding a unique way to present the story and new and interesting ways. Like I have said numerous times you would think that there are only so many stories that you can think of involving a woman not getting to pee, and yet I never run out of new ideas and don't think I ever will, because even within that confines of a simple premise there are so many ways to execute it. So yeah even if I do reuse the same trope of men getting to pee and women not getting to pee, there are so many different scenarios in situations that you can apply that to that your nest never going to run out of new ideas. Some will be similar, but there is always room for new things even within the confines of a tried and true thing that has been done seemingly to death. Tl; DR I don't blame you I wrote a whole damn lot LOL. As you can see this is a topic very true to my heart.
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  16. Seen this link for this ad on another forum.
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  17. To anyone who happens to drop by: we're still here. I know it's very random, and that everything in this profile has been seemingly abandoned; but they aren't. Things are coming along and The Twelve Fanatics will soon have a public update. Likely the biggest one it's ever had since it's release. Las Pipiaventuras de Penny will also receive an update very soon. I know I'm asking for a lot, but please don't lose faith. Patronage is extremely welcome and appreciated (and we have been constantly releasing additional material in there, of course), but the main projects will see light in public very soon as well. I just didn't want to say anything yet because of how long it's taking to complete these updates, but we're almost there. Please hang on tight a little longer.
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  18. Idk, but at least as far as I have seen, (And keep in mind here that I am extremely biased towards 'well written' in a literary sense rather than story sense desperation stories since that's what I'm into / certain writing styles or too many obvious errors just pull me out of the story.) most of the stories that feature the trope don't feature it for the sake of featuring the trope. The trope exists for a reason. It is a reflection of the general reality. On the average most biologically (equipped... not necessarily genetically) males have a lower standard for when they are willing to pee in a more generally public setting. Thus, it's not actually a case of can/can't, but of will/won't. I'm not saying that there aren't exceptions. There are most definitely stories built around the "men can pee, but woman can't" trope, but by and large most of the stories that have the trope in them is more a reflection of the attitudes of the individual characters in them. For the most part the trope is, and never has been, about the sex or gender of the individuals. Or rather it's not a trope that is about creating that scenario, but rather a trope in that that scenario happens to fit into the story. Correlation is not causation. Stories that feature the "men can pee, but woman can't" trope aren't necessarily doing so to create the in story situation, but rather given the in story situation that is how the characters react which if done right IS reflective of the average reality and, given the particular story setting, might be even more appropriate to the story. Essentially, I hate it when people try to make it about sex when it's actually just "this is a trend that exists in reality that also exists in this story since the setting in this story is similar to reality".
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  19. This vid should be on “Best video of the year” voting. 😉 Suuuuper hoooot!!! ☺️
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  20. Here is a cute video i found on pornhub. The girl pees through her pink panties outdoors. https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph625b847d2066d 😅skinny pretty piss in public after party comment if you like it💦 - Pornhub.com_480.mp4
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  21. 469 downloads

    Today I peed in my pants and I was wearing high heels. Hot urine flowed from my wet pussy over my long legs and it drove me crazy. I know it's weird, but when I pee for you boys, I experience a perverted pleasure.
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  22. Biku's art

    This is so absolutely hot. Her open, sexy little shorts, to see her panties and her bulging bladder. The way she is squatting and how it is jetting out from her is terrific. I like to see the release of her bursting bladder in her face.
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  23. I'm not really interested in the sex/gender disadvantage specifically, so much as a prompt for desperation to happen, combined with the envy of one person anticipating being allowed to pee and then having to wait while knowing someone else got to go doing something for me. I can't really explain the latter part, it's just part of my fetish. This does not even have to involve gender at all. There are stories I have read where one woman gets to squat while another looks out for her, and then someone arrives so the lookout has to hold it, and those check off the same boxes for me. In real life, my SO knows I fantasize about this and likes that I enjoy her desperation, so she appreciates that I enjoy it when she unintentionally gets into one of these situations (rare), and also intentionally gets into or exacerbates situations like this as a form of play (more frequent). I feel uncomfortable about situations where this happens to women other than my girlfriend completely against their control in real life - it turns me on, but I recognize fundamentally that these women are trapped in an uncomfortable situation against their will and not aware of or trying to participate in some sort of show for me, so I try my best to ignore it usually. I guess that's not really specific to "unfair" situations. I will say I sometimes get pretty bothered at people over-generalizing about sex and gender differences, and I've also found myself a little uncomfortable by how much some people hold up long women's bathroom lines or lack of opportunities for women to pee as the way the world SHOULD work and something they think is good and they want to continue and that a woman's role is to suffer etc, because well... it's expressing an actual desire for suffering to continue in a way that unfairly affects women, for the sake of sexual gratification. By contrast I don't feel uncomfortable with people enjoying things they have seen, stories they were told, etc, if they did not cause them and don't express the sentiment that this is just and the way the world should work. I also don't really feel uncomfortable about it coming up in fiction, because that's just fantasies. I also think the frequency with which this actually happens gets exaggerated a lot. Usually these unfair situations manifest as long lines for women, which is for all but the longest lines a relatively short delay in relief. Most people don't regularly pee outside in mixed company unless they are desperate in my experience, and women who are that desperate will frequently pee outside. This situation has come up a couple times when it was just me and my girlfriend, where she has said if she had a penis she would stop to pee on the side of the road or use a bottle, but this has happened only a couple times in years of knowing her, and also if we were both desperate at the same time I would try to find us both an appropriate place to pee unless she specifically told me to go now instead of waiting for her. The last thing I've seen is that women will sometimes ignore a modest need to pee to wait for a cleaner toilet, and sometimes can misjudge how long it will take or how bad they will have to go and end up really desperate (this has happened a few times with my girlfriend), but this isn't really the "women aren't allowed to pee while men are" scenario you are describing.
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  24. Thankyou so much for taking the time to write up your thoughts in so much detail. I have very much enjoyed a lot of your stories over the years, and as such you are a writer that I have a lot of respect for. As you say, I am very much aware that it is a trope you work on a lot, and you are right, it sounds like absolute torture. The psychology is really interesting (and to be honest, probably a little uncomfortable) for me, because, without question, my "fetish" is desperation, WAY more than actual peeing, and the psychology of the situation is something that turns me on immeasurably. The more "psychological torture" that a situation creates, the more it turns me on. The pain, the helplessness and the fear of humiliation all play a part, and the fact that a person is pushing themselves into positions way beyond where they are comfortable, because the alternative is even more unthinkable, is something that I can't get enough of. Certainly, in my fantasies, I push the desperation a lot, and when I have sightings of actual desperation situations, there is no doubt that it turns me on, however, I would never want someone that I love to be forced into a situation that is as hopeless as the ones my mind creates, so it is something, as I say that leaves me conflicted. The men can go, girls have to hold though is a trope that I love quite because it is so unfair, and almost cruel, for the women involved. Do I know that is probably a bit wrong, yes, does it turn me on though, absolutely yes, way more than it probably should!
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  25. Is this the one? Wetting my Jeans! - Pornhub.com.mp4
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  26. Those videos where the model is acting really desperate, then when she eventually wets herself or squats down to pee, nothing happens for about 10 seconds before she forces out a tiny amount of pee, followed by sighs of relief, 'that's so much better' etc. Totally ruins a video for me if that's how it ends. I like full, bulging bladders and massive, gushing pees.
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  27. They had to flip the video so it wasn't upside down.
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  28. Now why couldn't this be a more frequent occurrence at the local gym? 🙂
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  29. I think this is what you are looking for. Unfortunately, I didn't have the foresight to download anything else from Tumblr. George_Lamberis_peedesperation-blog.tumblr.com_tumblr_npk458ix0g1s5svzn.mp4
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  30. 3,451 downloads

    Desperate women wetting themselves Enjoy
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  31. I'm looking for some twitter profile that post bladder bulges (in particular female bladder bulge). Do you have some suggestions? 🙂
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  32. What a delicious feeling to just let it flow 🙂 (ps, would love to chat to a similarly minded female some day...) https://www.eroprofile.com/m/videos/view/Nonchalant-wetting-while-making-lunch?lang=en for higher resolution version YouCut_20220419_125133080.mp4
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  33. it's probably because the trope has become a cliche and it's not as socially unacceptable that women can't pee anymore. I legit saw a woman squat to pee before. Times have changed but people still think it hasn't.
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  34. For those wondering: It's about 1 hour into the movie, and it's in a movie-within-a-movie so not "real" if that matters to you.
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  35. A thick Asian girl who can hyper piss? I like your style!
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  36. I'll finish this when I'm not experiencing technical difficulties. In the meantime you're all welcome to post swimwear you'd like to see boys wet. For a new request I'd like to read a story about desperation solutions (containers, absorbent materials, diapers, maybe a small toilet) in mechs or powersuits. Maybe a tough character gets humiliated when their solution is found out or maybe someone just enjoys the naughty secret relief they're getting while the other pilots/fighters have to tough it out.
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  37. HD Wetting has been producing lesbian pants wetting content for 15 years now. Logging into the members area and searching for the term "lesbian" produces one hundred and thirteen results. But even this is just a small portion of our entire catalog, as the search system doesn't index videos produced before 2014. The entire catalog at HD Wetting currently contains 1,145 exclusive videos and counting. Those videos are all 100% solo female or lesbian.
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  38. I'm gonna have to agree with the majority of the room here and say that I hate it when they build up this big desperation, where the person is darn near ready to bust through the bathroom door, to only end in barely enough liquid to water a small flower. All that pomp and circumstance for what? With that said, I still appreciate whatever I can find online. 🙏
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  39. All tied up

    She must’ve been left like that for so long that she couldn’t hold it anymore.
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  40. Just quoting something I said about this trope in a different topic. I don’t automatically hate any fic that uses it though.
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  41. A few from Depend Korea: At the driving range: With different outfits: Packing for a trip: Mom buys depends so she can visit her daughter: Daughter convinces mother to wear depends so they can go hiking: Couple's marriage is revitalized after they start wearing depends: Man records and edits an emotional video to convince his wife to start wearing depends: People ride the subway in depends with no pants: Man accidentally discovers his wife wears depends, wears one in solidarity: Infomercial: Bonus Tena ad:
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  42. Bowels hold poo. Bladder holds pee
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  43. A/N: I wasn't planning on bringing them back this early, but I've decided to add in a few interludes. This is Nia's first one as the main star, and comes from a suggestion by @Bucketman. I know that both @LifeIsStrange and @orangelionboth have requests out as well, but these both fell into the mainline story, due to their ability to make plot connections later on. As always, questions at the bottom and feedback is not only welcomed, but appreciated! Interlude 4.1 It wasn’t the early morning that brought Nia’s mood down. She was accustomed to it, and even enjoyed waking before the sun. What gave her a melancholy disposition was leaving Drew. Dressed in her workout gear, she gave his sleeping body one last look. He worked as hard as she did, and for that, she loved him. For so many things, she loved him. Lightly, she gave his forehead a kiss before leaving, wishing they had another day together. The whoosh of her long black basketball shorts didn’t disturb Drew’s sleep as she left their bedroom. Nor did the sound of her car starting in the driveway. Nia sat in the dark, excited to prefect her craft, saddened to leave the love of her life. Looking for a playlist to take her mind off of her melancholy, she scrolled through her phone. A notification rang out. A text from Mary-Ann. It was simple and innocent, just her friend wishing her a good time at training camp. With a smile, she sent back a thank you text, and as she did so, her mind wondered to the fun they had just a month earlier. Nia took a drink from her water bottle. Smacking her lips, she pondered on holding it. She hadn’t explored her new found game since Karenna and Mary-Ann left, but the idea of challenging herself intrigued her. Pulling up the route she’d have to drive, Nia knew that she would have to stop for gas near the end of her trip. It didn’t take long for her competitive mind to develop a challenge. Within the first hour, she would finish her entire water bottle. Until she hit the gas station to refuel, she would wait. Quickly, she snapped out of her blue mood, and ready to battle with her bladder, she put her game face on. For that, she could thank Mary-Ann too. The first hour was uneventful, other than the completion of her goal. The expensive mineral water had been completely downed by Nia, and the big bladdered girl felt nothing. As her music droned on, she hardly even cared. Her thoughts drifted back to her husband. He loved her, she knew that. Yet they spent so little of their time together. During the season, she had no spare moments, and given the important and punctual nature of Drew’s work, when she did have free time, it was often interrupted. Perhaps this is what kept them so close. Nia physically shook her head. It was a bad thought. She married Drew because she wanted every moment she could with him. Despite the hatful response from some of her relatives, she knew this man was the one. Her downhearted mood had returned. She wanted her husband. As the end of the trip drew near, so did Nia’s desperation. Though she still sat still in her car, her muscles tightly bound against the rushing waters of her bladder. She exhaled, knowing that she was entering the best part of a hold. As the pitch black of the early morning had now given away to the pink of the morning, each dark tree that rushed beside her car gained its color back. Even in the day, the rural highway she was driving down was a quiet one. In the early morning, Nia felt as though she was the only car on the road. Still keeping her stoic, statue like posture, Nia could only feel her bladder. Now driving over the speed limit, she hoped to reach the gas station sooner than she had originally planned. Her bladder ached, the pricy spring water she had downed now pounded her large bladder. Nia was determined to win. Nia was close, but her bladder was just as close. Her GPS called out the distance, it was under two miles. Taking the called exit, her knuckles gripped the wheel as she guided the car down the exit ramp. Coming to a rest at the bottom of the ramp, Nia held herself for the first time. She could feel her pubic hair through her panty-less shorts. Her pussy was tight, desperately holding back a massive flow. As she stepped on the gas pedal again, Nia’s confidence grew. Though her breathing was heavy to compensate for the strain of holding her urine in, Nia used her deep breathing to relax her. A tactic she often used to generate a second wind during the end of a game, Nia smiled as the light of the rural gas station peaked over the crest of the hill. Pulling into the dusty lot of the seldom used gas station, she pulled her expensive car up to the lone filling station. Shutting her car off, Nia hopped out. Walking confidently to the small building, she showed no signs of her true desperation. The building was small, and may have been converted from an old home. The only features that distinguished it from a small house was the bright neon sign that read open and the cigarette advertisements in the small square windows. The inside was nearly dark, lit by just two florescent lights. A small man stood behind the counter, protected by glass, which Nia assumed was bullet proof. “Hi, could I get 65 on…” She pointed to the pump “That one. And the key to the bathroom?” The man pointed to a sign on the glass that she had neglected to read No public restroom Nia’s desperation suddenly took hold, breaking through her indifferent demeanor. Balling her hands into fists, she crossed her legs and bent at the knees, a slight bounce taking over. “Can you make an exception. Please?” The small man shook his head as he took her payment. Biting her lip, Nia grimaced. She needed to find a way to relieve herself. Her confidence dashed, Nia could no longer stand fully straight. As she exited the small building, her genitals burned. Surveying her surroundings, she couldn’t find a place in her immediate area that she was comfortable getting relief from. An abandoned lot was just across the street, but in the early morning light, she wasn’t sure that she should wander over to it. Given that there was no cover anywhere to be found, Nia stayed desperate, and danced as she filled her car. A desperate fist held her minge as she exhaled. She sucked on her lower lip. Nia bounced in place as she watched the meter ring out the amount of gallons her car needed. She exhaled, attempting to control her breathing again. It helped, but the only thought on her mind was her urgent need to pee. Moving her hand, she now held herself with her fingers, sighing in relief as her car finished filling. She got back in her car, with one goal as she started the motor. End her hold. Nia dared not adventure into the Podunk town that was nestled into the bottom of the hill. Quickly, she turned the car around and sped towards the highway. As she made her way to the entrance ramp, she felt a warmth that she was trying to avoid. Stealing a feel of her shorts, she still felt dry. The psychological impact was great, and Nia’s determination became fanatical. Having just reentered the highway, she immediately put her hazards on and slowed down. Traveling over the rumble strips, she parked on the side of the two lane highway. The basketball star flung the door of her expensive car open, and dashed out into the lane beside her, her hand mashed against her tight genitals through her shorts. Still a quiet road, she quickly made her way around to the passenger side of her car without issue. Not wanting to run into the woods in shorts, Nia forewent modesty and pulled her black basketball shorts down to her ankles. Just in front of the fender on the passenger side of her car, she squatted over the edge of the road. Lifting her head to the sky, Nia let out a groan as she heard a familiar hiss. Leaning back, she exhaled and closed her eyes. To the heavens she exclaimed “I had to piss so bad!” Her urine was clear, evidence of her well hydrated state. Contracting her muscles harder, her ears only picked up the sound of her piss passing through her hairy labia. Despite the fact that the source was hidden underneath her ample pubic hair, the arc of clear piss was apparent as it smacked the grass by the edge of the highway. Regardless of the morning dew that coated the rest of the land around her, the grass below her now sported a district sheen as it was bathed in her warm pee. Suddenly, another sound alerted her to an approaching car. Worry struck her as they slowed briefly. Immersed in the headlights of their car, her act was clear. Squatting near her car, the driver of the approaching car had a clear view of her well-toned butt, and a clear liquid pouring out of her. They may not have known her, but they knew she was peeing. After passing the squatting Nia, the other motorist sped up, giving her two honks as they continued down the road. They had slowed for a better view of the pissing Nia, but were harmless. She didn’t like that they had stolen a look at her, but as she finished urinating, she knew that it was better than the alternative. Giving herself a wiggle to shake off the remaining drips and drops of pee, Nia pulled her shorts back up. The endorphins of a successful hold began to take her, making the rest of her trip an enjoyable one. ############################################################# Nia wasn’t the first to arrive at the complex. Even as the sun had just begun to brighten the sky with its full hue, two other cars were parked in front of the large walls of the compound. The personal home of an athletic trainer for both men and women’s basketball, the wealth of the game was apparent. Curiously, the girls were told to enter through the back of the walled property, and as Nia approached the gate with her duffel bag in hand, a voice spoke through a mounted intercom. “Name?” “Nia Armstrong.” The gate buzzed as it unlocked and let the basketball star in. Quickly, it was clear why the girls were told to enter in the back. A sprawling property, the most obvious area was the large training field she stepped onto. Athletic equipment, training markers and other gym gear littered the area in an organized manner. A group of three girls and their coach were conversing in the center. Despite her early drive, Nia was the last to make it to the compound. The first girl to greet her was her teammate Jena. The only foreigner of the group, she spoke with a slight Scandinavian accent. Nia had grown accustomed to her manner of speech as the two touched knuckles and gave a quick hug. The next girl was the shortest. The only one of the group besides the coach who was under six feet tall, Kendria was the most stout. Owing her build to her father, a famous football player, she often used her frame and upper body strength to her advantage. It more than made up for the few inches she was missing. “Hey girl.” Nia addressed her “I’m still recovering from that shot you gave me.” “Got you good, didn’t I?” “No shame in losing to the champ. But we got you guys this year.” “Really? A’ight. Bet!” The two laughed, their mutual respect showing. Jasmine, the last girl in the group gave Nia a weak wave. She was in another division, and the two had only faced each other once, a game in which Jasmine was injured in, and Nia didn’t know her very well. Dropping her bag, Nia took her spot next to Jena as the coach introduced herself. It was Nia’s first time out to the invite-only compound. An exclusive day of training, she was prepared to take her game to heights it had not been to before. The group was silent as the coach explained their activities. Other than breaks for lunch, dinner, and the occasional rest period, the day was packed with drills, film study and skirmishes. They’d be working until the sun went down, before spending the night in a specially built bungalow. After the round of introductions were given, the coach led the girls to the bungalow. A smaller building, it stood alone next to the modern mansion, with a view of the training field from its wide windows. Freshly cleaned, each of the athlete’s dropped their duffle bags on a bed of their choosing, and the coach gave them a few moments to settle in before the day started. She had just closed the door when Jasmine walked towards the bathroom, tucked in the back of the room. Kendria spoke up, her larger breasts accented by her tight athletic shirt. “Jaz? Um…do you mind if I use it first?” Jasmine nodded and stepped back from the door, allowing the larger frame of Kendria to enter. Jana and Nia filed in behind Jasmine, with Nia taking the rear of the line. Nia was about to speak, when the line quickly learned how thin the walls of the bathroom were. In great detail, the three women heard the first drops of Kendria’s urine drip into the toilet water, and the ensuing torrent. The hiss from her body was matched only by the rushing sound of splashing water, as it was forced to accept the woman’s pee. Trying to dissipate the awkwardness between them, Nia spoke up. “She wasn’t lying huh? She really did have to go first.” “Yeah.” Jena responded “She was talking about the plane ride in here. Must have been a long flight.” “Can we not talk about this?” Jasmine asked Nia noticed Jasmine’s tapping foot. The line remained silent as they listened to the end of Kendria’s pee. The toilet flushed, and Jasmine quickly took her spot. Jena moved towards the door and Kendria took a spot behind Nia. Jena started a new conversation as the sound of Jasmine’s pee was heard through the wall. “How’s the new deal coming along?” “Not good. We’re not even close if I’m being honest. I think I might get traded.” “Any idea where?” Nia asked Kendria shook her head. “It’s all speculation. But I don’t think they want to pay me what I’m worth. Happened to my dad too when he was playing.” The conversation quieted as the toilet flushed and Jasmine walked out. Jena took her place as Jasmine walked out of the bungalow for the first drill of the day. Nia and Kendira were the only ones left as a loud stream burst through the thin wall, an auditory example of the full bladder that Jena had been holding. Nia and Kendria continued to talk over the noise “Are you going to sit out the season?” “I might. If they don’t trade me.” “Do you want out?” Kendria shrugged “I’ll go to whoever pays me.” The two were quiet for a moment while Jena’s loud pee continued to hiss into the toilet bowl. “Plane ride was tough, huh?” Nia asked “Ugh, yeah. I had to go as we landed and I had to make my rideshare. It’s just so awkward to ask for a break in the middle of a ride, you know?” Nia nodded as the toilet flushed. Kendria continued “Not gonna lie, I was dying this morning at the meeting.” The two chuckled as Jena exited the bathroom. Nia finished the conversation “I went just before I got here.” She omitted the fact that it was a desperate end to a hold on the side of the road Kendria shook her head as she and Jena made their way out of the bungalow. Nia didn’t have to go, but decided that it would be good to pee before leaving for the morning drills. As she made it to the toilet, Nia flung her shorts down to her ankles and faced the door. Bending slightly at the knees, she stood in a half squat over the toilet. The hissing sound that erupted from her thighs filled the room quickly. Nia didn’t care much. If her time spent in locker rooms hadn’t desensitized her, her time with Mary-Ann and Karenna certainly had. Knowing it would be the last time her heart rate would be level and her body relaxed, she relished the feeling of an emptying bladder. As she swiftly finished her pee, she dried herself with a square of toilet paper and flushed. She washed her hands, dabbed her face with a touch of water, and was ready to dominate the day. ####################################################### Nia worked to the hilt. She had little quit inside her as she finished each drill. During the groups film study, she was on top of every question, and proved it during the skirmish match. To keep up with the demands she put on her body, she had downed countless waters and sports drinks. Protein shakes and green juices were also enjoyed by the most dominate player that day. Most of it Nia ended up sweating out, but some was processed by her body and now sat inside her bladder. The feeling was numbed by the strain of the day’s activities. “Jaz, I’m surprised we don’t have to drag you in here.” Nia commented as the group reached the bungalow “I don’t get how you can still have any energy left.” “I don’t!” Nia proclaimed as she flopped down on her bed While the girls took the time to dress down, Kendria took a shower in the small bathroom, and Jasmine started to speak with Jena. Still sprawled out over her chosen bed, Nia discreetly changed into her nightwear. Slipping off her shorts, she would typically sleep without bottoms on, but in the company of other women, she attempted to retain some modesty. She replaced her shorts with a pair of olive green panties and flopped back down on the bed. Nia preened her white t-shirt and sunk into the bed without bothering to get under the covers. Spending the next few moments on her phone while Jasmine and Jena conversed, Nia slowly lost consciousness. She wasn’t doing anything important other than resting, and her mind had decided to call it a night. She switched off her phone and tossed it onto her duffel bag, closing her eyes as she tried to relax. Kendria turned off the shower. Nia heard that. Jasmine and Jena laughed at some joke between them. She heard that. Nia felt a heavy weight in her abdomen. She wondered if she had to pee. If she did, it couldn’t have been all that bad. Nia had another disjointed thought before sleep took her tired body. Nia’s bladder yelled and screamed at her muscles. It was full, dangerously so, and demanded to be set free. But the basketball star’s strong muscles were locked in place. Nia hadn’t wet her bed before in her life, and her body desperately tried to wake her. The rapid consumption of drinks throughout the afternoon had not been expelled and needed to be released. Angry, her bladder tried to negotiate a respite with its captors. Still, Nia’s muscles held on. But they wouldn’t hold forever. Her body tried to wake her. To warn her of the impending danger and doom of her full bladder, but the fatigue from her complete exertion had set in. Her leg, arm and core muscles needed attention and repair, and her brain needed sleep for that. Isolated and alone, her tight bladder muscles began to crack under the pressure of her demanding bladder. The first warning. A dribble. Not enough to wet her panties, but enough to escape the fleshy confines of her pussy and travel down her hairy labia. Her muscles countered and clenched harder. Again they begged her brain to wake their master, but to no avail. Nia hadn’t been asleep for more than a quarter hour before the distress had set in. Jasmine and Jena still talked, and Kendria played on her phone, her bed next to Nia’s. None of them noticed as Nia’s overworked muscles again leaked. This time, a spot, not more than the size of a dime, appeared on the crotch of her panties. The olive green turning a darker shade, if only briefly. Jasmine got up to shower, unaware of Nia’s distress, as they all were. None of them noticed the small wet patch on the crotch of her panties. As Jasmine turned on the shower, the sudden sound of rushing water forced her muscles to relax again. This time, her bladder took the opportunity. A gentle flow without the aid of her wakeful body, a light stream of piss splashed against the inside of her panties. Still quiet, none of the other girls noticed Nia’s panties darken completely. The red sheets she was sleeping on top of began to darken as more hot piss leaked out of her. Then it stopped. She had never wet her bed before, and her body wasn’t going to let her down now. With one final plea, her muscles tightened again, cutting off her flow of piss. Now, Nia was noticeably wet. Her body was able to wait. Hopefully, as Jasmine finally turned off the shower, Nia would awaken and dash into the restroom with minimal damage. However, this proved less and less likely as Jasmine took time to finish drying and settling in for the night, Nia’s bladder again was filled. Now with little ability to resist the pounding of a stretched and tired bladder, Nia’s muscles again put up one final resistance. A doomed effort, the small leak quickly turned into a hiss. A spray of piss finally broke through, crushing the last defense her body could put up against itself. The small hiss of a pressurized bladder quickly filled the room. For the first time in her adult life, Nia was wetting the bed. Kendria looked at Jena. Jena looked back at Kendria. Neither of them could pinpoint the sound. Confused, Jena shrugged, she was sure it was nothing. Jasmine finally opened the bathroom door, and gasped. Her mouth agape, she pointed at the sleeping Nia. “OH. MY. GOSH” “What?” Jena looked up again “Is. Is she…pissing herself?” Jena looked over at Nia. Her panties were soaked, as a clear liquid rushed through them. They were thoroughly saturated, the fabric was overrun with her pee. The red sheets had a wide, dark patch that was suddenly visible to the other three girls as it began to expand under the slumbering Nia. Jena laughed so hard she snorted “She’s totally wetting the bed!” Jasmine snickered “Yooo! That’s so gross! She’s peeing!” Kendria said nothing and put her head down, not wanting to mock someone she had respect for. Jena, Nia’s teammate, continued to comment through her laughter “Look, there’s a puddle! It’s huge!” She pointed to the pool between Nia’s spread legs. The liquid rippled and jostled as Nia continued to piss into it. “She’s still going!” Jasmine howled with laughter “Guys, maybe we should wake her up?” Kendria asked “No way! I’m getting a picture!” Jena grabbed her phone and walked up to Nia The group heard the snap and the click as she took photo after photo. “Jaz, look, look! It’s running up her shirt!” Jena pointed to Nia’s t-shirt, its back now soaked in her piss “Ew! Ew! How is she still peeing?” Jasmine flapped her hands and jumped in place Jena snapped more pictures as she howled with laughter. Jasmine sat on the floor, guffawing. Kendria felt bad for Nia, asking “Maybe something’s wrong. We should get coach.” “Yeah! Tell that Nia Armstrong just wet her fucking bed!” Jasmine laughed “I’ll get coach.” Jena offered “Let me send this to our power forward though. Nia just pissed her bed!” With that she left the bungalow as Jasmine tried to control her laughter. Kendria reached over and lightly began to poke Nia. Nia wasn’t sure what the sensation that she felt was. A light tapping on the shoulder. A warm, moist sensation between her legs. Wet panties. She thought she was sick. She must have broken into a sweat. Squeezing her eyes tight, she readied them for the bright light of the bungalow. Kendria was poking her, and Jasmine was laying against a wall, mouth covered by her hands. Kendria spoke softly “Nia. You…you’ve had an accident.” “What? Am I ok? What happened?” Nia was still disoriented “You um…you peed. You peed the bed.” Kendria still spoke gently Jasmine snickered as Nia sprung up “No! What?” Kendria let Nia discover for herself. She sat in a warm, moist puddle. The sheets were soaked, drenched through. Her panties were wet, she had felt that before. As her grogginess dissipated, the reality of the situation sank in. “How…what?” “Because you forgot to piss, that’s what!” Jasmine laughed again “What are you, like five?” Angry at herself, Nia decided to take it out on Jasmine. Scooping up a small amount of piss into her hand, she flung it at the other woman “Fuck you! Don’t you fucking make fun of me unless you want a problem!” Jasmine stopped laughing. Her mouth open. She blinked, processing what just happened. Her shirt had spots and drops of Nia’s pee. “Did you just fucking throw piss at me?” “What are you going to do about it?” The door to the bungalow opened, coach and Jena entered. The coach quickly taking control of the situation “Nia. What happened?” “I…I…” “She pissed her bed like a little girl! That’s what happened!” Jena laughed Nia put her head down. She had never been so ashamed. She wanted to fight. She was angry. Anyone, everyone, she wanted to hit them. She said nothing. Trying to keep her anger in check. “Put her in training pants. She can’t handle big girl panties.” Jasmine quipped as she stood and made her way to the bathroom In a rage, Nia leapt up from her pee-stained bed and lunged at Jasmine. Her fist just inches away from the girls head as she was held back. Kendria and coach held her. “Hey! Hey! Hey! Don’t do this. Not here.” Kendria pleaded “C’mon Nia. Get your things. I have a couch you can sleep on.” Coach added “Make sure you protect that first, Coach!” Jena added. Nia gave her a cold stare. Jena gave her a half smile, venom and condescension behind it. The walk to the large home was a quiet one. Neither coach nor Nia knew what to say. Neither wanted to say much at all. The couch was situated in an office next to the half-size indoor gym. Other than a desk, it was the only piece of furniture in the room. Coach left Nia to her new accommodations without a word, and Nia tossed her soaked and sodden panties into her duffle bag. She didn’t have another shirt, and was forced to keep her t-shirt on, despite the pee drenched back. Nia laid down. And stayed awake. An hour had passed. It was late, and Nia was still up. Embarrassed, ashamed, worried about her reputation among the other players, her mind wouldn’t let her sleep. Standing up from the couch, she walked into the half gym. Finding a basketball, she began to shoot some hoops alone. It didn’t take to long for the door to open. Assuming it was the coach, Nia was surprised when Kendria poked her head in. “I could use some practice if you have room.” Nia motioned for her to come in. The two were quiet for a while as they took turns shooting. Nia broke the silence first. “Thanks for…you know…not making fun of me.” “Don’t mention it. Never kick someone while they’re down, right?” Nia nodded “And I’m sorry for acting out.” Her shot swished into the net “I respect it better than if you just sat there and took it.” Kendria responded with her own shot, it too swished into the net. “Or worse. Started crying.” “Girl. I almost did, can’t lie.” Kendria chuckled and Nia smiled, happy to have someone on her side. The two shot for a while, not saying much. Kendria broke the silence this time “I kinda know what it’s like though. Could have been me this morning.” “Yeah?” “Yeah. Like when coach lined us all up this morning. I don’t think anyone noticed.” Kendria missed her shot, she ran over to retrieve the ball and continued “But it starting coming out. Like more than just a little.” She made a squish figure with her fingers “Like enough to show up on these.” She rubbed her black basketball shorts “If Jasmine didn’t let me go first, I don’t think I would have made it.” She tossed the ball back to Nia “She’s a bitch.” Nia wouldn’t have normally used that kind of language but this was a special occasion “She’s got a lot of attitude for someone who isn’t that good!” Kendria agreed “You ‘ight girl?” Nia nodded and gave a smile “Better.” Kendria smiled back “Good. I’ll see you around!” Nia continued to shoot by herself for a while, her thoughts slightly quelled. ######################################################## The next morning was awkward to say the least. The only one Nia talked to was Kendria. At least they group only had breakfast together before parting. Now free again, Nia took the road back. Needing encouragement, she called Drew. The phone rang just a few times before he picked up. “Hey Babe, you done already.” “Yeah. Horrible experience though.” “Horrible, why?” “I don’t know. You have the time?” “I’ll make time. What’s up? You need to talk?” “Yeah. Listen. Honey. I…” Nia let her voice trail off. Drew was patient. Though anxious for her reveal, years of sales and pressurized business deals restrained him. “I…I pissed my bed.” Nia said quickly “Last night.” Silence. Nia hoped Drew wouldn’t laugh, or worse yet, take it as a joke. When he did speak, his voice was softer, worried, yet calm. “You ok?” “No. Fucking embarrassed.” “I’ll say. You never talk like that.” “I never wet the bed either!” “What happened?” “I don’t know. I fell asleep. Woke up. Piss puddle everywhere.” “Did anyone notice?” “Notice? They laughed!” “Oh no! Honey!” “I just…I need to know that you’ll be home tonight. I-I want to cry.” “I’m glad you called. Admitting something like this isn’t easy.” “Crying or pissing in my bed?” “Both.” Silence between the married couple. Nia looked forward to spending time with Drew that evening. But her thoughts of a somber evening were quickly dashed when he made a comment “What…what were you wearing?” “Um…panties and a t-shirt. Why?” “Oh. I was just…you know…curious…What…um…what did you do with them.” “I kept them. Why, you want ‘em?” “No! No! Nothing like that! I was just…curious. Not ah…not an everyday thing that your wife calls and…and tells you this.” “Hmmm…why, is that your thing?” “No! No, I never said that!” “You don’t like pee panties? C’mon Drew, I know you’re hiding something!” “Honest! I was just curious!” “Suuurrreee…I’ll be sure to give ‘em to you when I get back. Just let me cry first.” “I don’t want them! Look. I’ll be here, but I-I have…lots…lots! Of work to…um…to do…so…” “Love you!” Drew responded in kind and hung up the phone. Nia felt even better than before. She knew her husband, certainly well enough to know when he was keeping something close to the vest. Maybe her time with the girls had given her and her husband a new avenue to explore. With a long road ahead, Nia decided to give Karenna a call. She’d sure like to hear Nia’s embarrassing story. A/N: How did Nia hold up in her first solo story? While writing her, I felt that she was similar in some ways to Mary-Ann, but still somewhat unique. I think she's more prone to emotion for sure, and I'm not so sure that its a bad thing. Do you think she could hold her own if she got her own series? Further more, did you like, or dislike the embarrassment aspect of this interlude? It's really our first foray into it since 3.2, so if it's too cartoony or over the top, let me know. Or if it hit just right. Lastly, I have the next interlude planned out, but if you want to suggest one for the 3rd spot, let me know as well!
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  44. It arose me directly to see a girl who has iron bladder head to the bathroom or mention her need when bathroom is not available. She must have reached her absolute limit. But it is very hard to see such scenarios. For those iron-bladder girls, you may see a bathroom visiting occasionally. But I never hear they talk about their urgency when no bathroom available, no matter how long they have waited.
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  45. Martina: The group decide to play spin the bottle. Martina is excited to play a drinking game. She's been drunk before but never at a house party where traditional drinking games and all kinds of fun take place. However, she is nervous that the tattooed girl ruled that there are no toilet breaks. Surely, if Martina was bursting for a wee, they would pause the game. She would probably be too shy to speak up and ask in any case. "Okay, first round if the bottle lands on you, take a big sip of your drink!" The tattooed girl announced. Martina had her can of Strongbow Cider but there was an assortment of further drinks in the middle of the table in which the group surrounded; they certainly wouldn't be running short of alcohol. The round ran for around half an hour. Martina had been unlucky and at least half of the bottle twists had landed on her. She had quickly finished her can of cider, followed by another beer, and she was now on her third drink; a Vodka and Redbull. Martina, not having many opportunities to drink at home, was now suitably drunk. More worryingly though, her bladder was beginning to feel really full and uncomfortable. She was really desperate to pee. But still she was too shy to interrupt the game. So, she put on a brave face and continued taking big gulps from her drink as she tried to subtly to hold her pee hole to take away some of the pressure that her bladder was creating. Martina crossed her legs tightly, her face turning slightly red as she became aware that she was unable to hide her desperation. The drinks were passing through her body so fast and felt so heavy on her poor bladder. "Okay, now we're all probably bursting to pee, whoever the bottle lands on must complete a challenge set by the rest of the group" the tattooed girl, Martina now knew was called Victoria, announced. Martina couldn't believe what she was hearing. Challenges? Her bladder was fit to explode, and they were going to do challenges. But the shy girl could not speak up now - no way - besides, she was enjoying the game apart from her bladder screaming at her to let some wee out. That was out of the question. She would be so embarrassed. "Fuck, I can't...." Lee, the Asain boy who had let Martina join, muttered. Martina eyes turned into saucers. She saw the frantic boy reach for his crotch which was now flooding with pee. Lee has wet himself. The wee flowed out of him as he stood with his hand on his crotch. The rest of the group clapped and cheered; Martina stared in amazement. After about a minute, Lee got up and went to the bathroom to clean up. Martina's bladder throbbed violently, reminding her how much alcohol was waiting to be released from her own bladder. She couldn't pee herself like that no matter how long she had to hold! The bathroom was no occupied for the foreseeable future. The rest of the group finished their drinks before Round 2 started. The bottle span and, once again, it settled on Martina. "We get to set you a challenge" Megan, the tall tanned girl, stated. She seemed like the only player who didn't need the toilet. Like Martina, Victoria had seemed to need the toilet since the start of the game. She was doing a better job of hiding it though. The small, cute guy, Jason, had also mentioned how much he needed to pee a few times too. Martina grimaced, and re-crossed her legs so that her right leg was over her left. She could take much more of this, she couldn't remember needing to pee this badly before. Meanwhile, the group whispered to one and other debating Martina's challenge. Desperation level: 90% Time holding: 1hr 45 What should Martina's challenge be? A) Be tickled by the rest of the group for 5 minutes. B) Make out with Jason in the bedroom for 15 minutes. C) Drink another can in less than 60 seconds.
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    After finishing my run, I talked with my friend on the way home so that she could distract me from how badly I needed to pee! But as soon as I got inside, she started on another story, and she's just such a chatterbox, so... I squirmed and danced and held my pee in for as long as I could, but in the end, I couldn't make it into the bathroom in time...
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  47. I dreamed I was with James, but we were both teenagers. We held hands on the beach as we sat in the sand, watching the waves crash on the shore. There was a strange beeping noise that didn’t fit with the scenery, but neither of us seemed to care. He wrapped one of his arms around me and pulled me closer. I rested my head on his shoulder and neither of us spoke as we watched the setting sun together. And then Debbie was there pulling him away from me. “Why did you do it, Eliza? Were you looking for attention?” She yelled at me as she yanked him away. His hand slipped out of mine and I found myself on my back on the pavement with Debbie standing over me. “Did you make yourself sick to get your parents back?” she taunted. I tried to yell, but no words would come. My throat felt like it had something lodged in it. Now Debbe was replaced by the school nurse. “Her claims had no merit! Eliza? What did you take? I need to tell the police what you took!” “Why did you make yourself sick?” “Did your parents not give you enough attention?” “Did you take a pill or a tablet?” “Were you scared to tell me you got in trouble at school?” The voices continued to taunt me. I thrashed at them with my arms, but they never made contact. I tried to yell, but no sound would come out. The beeping was getting louder and louder. I was panicking now. “Eliza!” “Eliza?” “Eliza?” The room slowly began to come into focus. There was a large white stucco ceiling above me. My head throbbed as I winced at the bright fluorescent lighting. What was going on? Where was I? I could hear a steady beeping coming from somewhere to my right. I tried to turn my head, but found I couldn’t. Something was strapped to my head to keep it in place. I tried to swallow, but found there was something in my throat. My heart rate increased as I felt a mask over my face. It was hard and plastic, connected to a tube that went into my mouth. The beeping grew louder and faster as my heart rate increased. Warning chimes began sounding. I tried to move, but found I was connected to several tubes and an I.v. “Eliza, calm down honey, it’s going to be okay.” My eyes grew wide with fright. A woman I didn’t know was standing over me. What was going on? Why did I hurt so bad? Where was I? What happened? “Shh, shh, it’s okay. You need to calm down.” The strange lady said. How could I calm down? I pointed frantically to my mouth. “I know, I know. It must be very uncomfortable, but just bear with it. You’re. hooked up to a ventilator right now.” My eyes grew wide. “You’re in the hospital. I want you to blink once for yes, and twice for no. Can you do that for me?” Blink. “Very good, I’m going to ask you a few questions. Do you know why you’re here?” Blink. Blink. “You were brought in two weeks ago after ingesting Ethylene Glycol. Do you remember?” Blink. Blink. “Do you know what Ethylene Glycol is?” Blink. Blink. “It’s a chemical used in antifreeze. Do you have any idea how that got in your system?” Blink. Blink. I closed my eyes and tried to remember, but everything was a haze. The pain in my side was preventing me from thinking straight. I pointed to my mid section in hopes she would fill me in. I was dizzy and groggy. I put my arm down after a few seconds. I couldn’t see her anymore above me. I soon fell back to sleep. I opened my eyes when I heard my name. My eyes filled with tears. It was my dad. I reached for him and he held my hand in his. I knew it had been a long time since I had seen him, but I couldn’t remember why. “How are you feeling?” He asked. He brushed my hair out of my face. I reached up and no longer felt the mask over my face. I took a deep breath. My throat was raw, but the pipe was no longer there. “Sore.” I croaked out. “What happened?” I could see his eyes fill with tears. “We almost lost you.” “What?” “You went into kidney failure.” I felt my side and winced. I could feel bandages underneath my blanket. “It’s a good thing you and your mom are the same blood type. It’s probably what saved your life.” “She gave me her blood?” I asked, still feeling woozy. I could feel myself slipping back into unconsciousness. “No honey, she gave you one of her kidneys.” The third time I woke up, my head was clearer than before. I wondered how long I had been asleep. I could now recall the events leading up to this. I looked around the room to find my mom sitting up in a chair reading. “Mom.” She looked up and smiled at me. I wondered for a brief moment if I had dreamed that conversation with my dad until I saw her grimace as she slowly got up. I ran my hand along my side, feeling the bandages there. “Don’t you ever do that to me again! You hear me!?” Her eyes were filled with tears and so were mine. “My pants! Where are my pants! The note!” “The police took it as evidence.” She scooted the chair inch by inch until it was as close to my bed as possible. “I’m so confused. What happened while we were gone?” “Why didn’t you ever call me when I was sick?” I demanded. Her face fell. “We called almost every day, but Debbie said you wouldn’t talk to us. We didn’t even know you were sick until we got a phone call saying you were in the hospital.” I shook my head. It had all been lies from the start. “She poisoned me, mom. She kept me sick the whole time and told me you never called.” I was crying now. “I started getting sick the first night there.” “Oh, Eliza.” I could see the pain in her eyes. “I didn’t know. They said you drank antifreeze on purpose.” “No!” I nearly shouted, regretting it at once. “I’d never do this to myself.” ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………… I was biting my nails, twirling my hair, bouncing my legs, and doing anything I could to expend this bottomless pit of nervous energy I had. I had been dreading this day all week. It was Lily’s turn to testify today. There were two other witnesses before her. Chastity Reynolds was up first. I almost hated her as much as I hated Debbie. I watched as Chastity was sworn in and took her seat. She was the defense's witness so they started out. “How long have you known Debrah Matif?” “About 15 years.” “Where do you know her from?” “Church?” “And would you consider yourself well acquainted with Debrah?” “Yes.” “How would you describe the defendant?” “She is the most caring, selfless person on the planet.” She gushed on and on about Debbie and how she could do no wrong. Listening to her was making me sick to my stomach. She organized bake sales to feed the homeless, car washes for youth group mission trips, and was always willing to lend a hand to those in need. By the end of it, I was feeling rather unnerved. It didn’t get interesting until it was the prosecution's turn to cross examine her. “Mrs. Reynolds, would you mind telling the court what you do for a living?” “I’m a school nurse.” “At what school?” “Woodcrest Jr. High.” “Isn’t that the same school Eliza went to when she fell ill?” “Umm, yes, I think so.” “Did you ever treat Eliza? To the best of your knowledge did she ever come to you looking for maybe something for a headache, or just to lie down.” “I don’t recall.” “I have here the sign in records that show Eliza checking in two times. The first time on October the 7th at 7:38 Am, and the second time on October 7th at 1:57 pm.” “Yes, I remember now. She came in with a note from her guardian explaining why she had been out of school.” “Do you recall the contents of that note by any chance?” “Not really no.” Mr. Montgomery picked up a piece of paper off the bench and held it up. He approached Chastity and held it up. “Do you recognize this? This is a copy of the letter found in your office.” “Yes, I recognize it.” “Can you tell me who wrote it?” “Debra Martiff.” “Would you mind reading the letter out loud for us?” Chastity, This is my neighbors daughter who is currently under my care. She has been exhibiting some strange symptoms. I am unsure if the cause is physical or psychological. I have taken her to the clinic, and they are unsure if her illness is natural or the result of self harming behavior. She is on medication for the injury she sustained. She is still exhibiting odd attention seeking behavior, such as inventing stories and pants wetting. I believe she comes from a neglectful home. In the meantime I am just following her lead and trying to give her the attention she is obviously craving. I have packed a few pull-on diapers in her backpack in case she tries anything. Also please do not worry if she tells you anything that would raise alarms. If you have any questions please call me as her parents are out of the country and cannot be reached at this time. Debrah Martnif “That’s a pretty odd letter to be sending the school nurse.” Mr. Montgomery said. “What did you do after reading the letter?” “I wrote her a hall pass so she could use the restroom when needed since there was still the possibility her symptoms were legitimate.” “Did she open up to you about anything? Did she maybe share any concerns with you?” “I don’t recall.” “Did she maybe ask for your advice? Or express a concern for her well being?” “She might have. I don’t recall.” “We’ll come back to that. So later that day, why did Eliza return to your office?” “To rest instead of participating in physical education.” “Did you feel she was ditching classes, or did she appear to be in legitimate distress?” “She appeared to be in distress.” “What happened?” “I took her temperature. I noticed she looked very pale, and when she got up she stumbled and fell. She then proceeded to have a urinary accident, as the note said she might.” “Did you feel her fall and accident were just for show?” “No, she seemed visibly upset, shaken and appeared unwell.” I cringed at the memory. I wanted to bury my head and hide as she retold the story of how I had had an accident on the floor. I felt a large arm wrap around my shoulder. “If this is too much for you, you can always go for a walk outside.” My dad whispered to me. I shook my head and continued listening. “Was there another time you witnessed Eliza in legitimate distress?” “Yes.” “Please tell me what happened.” “Mr. Phillips, the school janitor, came running in and told me a student was outside getting violently ill. I followed him and found Eliza on the ground getting sick. I proceeded to call her guardian to see what she wanted us to do.” “I have several witnesses claiming they heard Eliza telling them her guardian was poisoning her and that you said, and I quote, ‘The police have already investigated and the claims have been found to have no merit.’” “I don’t recall saying that.” “We have three eye witnesses, which leads me to believe you have heard Eliza make these claims before.” The lawyers argued back and forth for a bit and the judge had to break it up as he chastised both of them. He then gave Mr. Montgomery the go ahead to proceed. “So I’ll ask you again about the morning of October 7th. Did Eliza confide in you that she felt she was in danger?” I leaned forward. I could see Chastity sweating from where I was as I inwardly praised Mr. Montgomery. It was nice not to be the one who’s testimony they were trying to rip to shreds. There was a long pause before Chastity answered. “She asked me if ‘hypothetically’ if she thought someone was hurting her, what should she do.” “And what did you say?” “That she should tell someone.” “What did she tell you?” “That she thought her guardian was poisoning herself and the guardians son.” “Now answer me this. Are you or are you not a mandated reporter of suspected child abuse as a school nurse.” “I am.” “And did you report this allegation?” “I felt that there was no suspected child abuse.” “But you just admitted Eliza said she thought she was being abused? How is that not enough to warrant suspicion? And what about the eyewitnesses account of you stating that the police had already been informed? Did you or did you not file a report?” Chastity didn’t reply. Mr. Montgomery stormed to the opposite end of the courtroom, picked up another piece of paper and slammed it down in front of Chastity. The judge gave him another warning and he apologized before returning to the task at hand. “Do you recognize these messages between you and the defendant that were pulled from her Facebook account?” “No, I do not.” “Are you sure, because this date stamp here says they were sent less than 30 minutes after Eliza confided in you. So not only did you fail to report suspected child abuse, but you purposefully and knowlingly went behind a childs back and told their abuser they were making accusations against them.” “Um, well, the letter had said…” “It gets even better! Because just two weeks later, while you are seeing for yourself that this child is critically ill, you lie about making a report in order to discredit the victims statement as the victim is lying in a puddle of her own vomit just feet away from you! Then to rub salt in the wound you once again deny the victim's plea for help and instead of calling an ambulance, you call the abuser. You let a child almost die in order to protect your friend!” Chastity was left speechless. “The prosecution has no more questions, your honor.” As angry as I was at her, I couldn’t deny that I hadn’t been the only victim of Debbie’s manipulation. I watched as another character witness came and went. I didn’t know him, and his statement made little impact on the case compared to the bombshell Mr. Montgomery just dropped. I was on the edge of my seat now. It was time for the moment that had my stomach twisted into knots. Lily’s testimony. She came out the back when she was called wearing a little yellow dress looking like the angel I knew she wasn’t. I bit down on my lip and bounced my knee. “Please don’t say anything dumb.” I whispered. “It’ll be okay.” My dad said. “What’s your name, honey?” the judge asked. “Lily Thompson.” “How old are you, Lily?” “Seven.” “Do you remember your time staying with Debrah Martnif?” “Yes.” “Now, Lily, do you understand the difference between the truth and a lie?” “Yes.” “If I told you my hair was purple, would that be a truth or a lie?” Lilly giggled. “A lie.” “What about if I told you my robe was black? Is that a truth or a lie.” “Truth.” “Very good. Counselor you may proceed.” Mr. Reynolds approached Lily as I curled my hands into fists. “Hi, there, Lily,” he said. His posture was much more relaxed than it had been just moments ago. “How would you describe your old neighbor, Mrs. Martnif?” “Fun!” Lily said with a smile on her face. This was already going about as well as I expected it to. “What did you do while you were there?” “Umm, jumped on the trampoline, and watched tv, and we made cookies together. Oh and we went swimming.” “Sounds like a good time.” “Yeah!” “Now did Mrs. Martnif ever threaten you in any way?” “No, oh wait, yes.” “How so?” “She said I couldn’t jump on the trampoline if I had an accident.” I pinched the bridge of my nose as the courtroom laughed. “Did she ever hit you?” “We had a pillow war with the living room couch cushions. She hit me with pillows. That was fun.” “Did she hurt you?” “No.” “Did you ever get sick while you were there?” “No.” “Did you ever feel unsafe in any way?” “No, she had pool floaties, so ever though I couldn’t swim, I wasn’t scared.” “Well, that’s good to know.” He said with a laugh. “Now I’m going to show you a picture of something and I want you to tell me if you’ve ever seen it before. Do you recognize this?” A picture of the Mio bottle flashed on the screen. “Yes.” “Can you tell me who it belonged to?” “My sister, Eliza. They were fighting over it.” “Who was fighting over it?” “Debbie and my sister. Debbie took it away from her. I didn’t think that was very nice though.” “Why not?” “Because Eliza only had a little bit. Debbie had an entire bottle of it under the sink. ” The defense asked a few more questions before thanking her. My dad and I exchanged a nervous glance. When Mr. Montgomery began the cross examination he was practically singing. “Lily, when you said Debbie had a whole bottle of Mio under her sink. Were you referring to this?” Another picture appeared on the screen, this time of the bottle of antifreeze police had recovered from the house. “Yeah, that.” “What made you think this was Mio?” “Debbie called it Get Well Juice. She would mix it in water, put it in a shot holder and give it to James so he would get better. Since my sister was sick, I wanted her to have some Get Well Juice too.” “And how did Eliza get the Get Well Juice?” “Well, I told Debbie she should give some to Eliza since she was sick, but she said she had already given her some on the first day with her water. One night my sister was in a bad mood, so I wanted to cheer her up.” I could feel my stomach begin to rise to my throat as I listened. “So I got a chair, climbed up on the counter and got the little bottle of it down. I thought if I gave it back to her it would cheer her up.” “Go on.” “I noticed there wasn’t much left, so I refilled it for her from the big bottle and put it in her lunch pail where she’d find it.” I felt my heart crash as I leaned against my dad. It was my sister? My sister was the one all along? ………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. Lily was crying in my mother's arms in the lobby when I returned from the bathroom. When she saw me she hid her face. “It’s okay, It’s okay baby, you didn’t know.” My mom said. It looked like they had explained the situation to her. I knew I should feel happy. She just revealed a key piece of evidence. She was the witness we needed to win this case. She saw Debbie poison James and me with Antifreeze. She had also been the reason I had almost died. I knew it wasn’t her fault, but I was too numb to feel anything. I was so confused. I took a few steps away, but stopped when I felt Lily collide into me. “I’m sorry, Eliza.” “Hey, it’s okay.” I said, patting her head. “You did really good up there. You were just a toddler and Debbie tricked you too.” “I just wanted you to feel better!” I squatted down to her eye level and gave her a proper hug. “You know, Lily, if you hadn’t done that, Debbie would have for sure gotten away with everything. You might have almost killed me, but you also in a way saved me, and maybe any other future kids she might have come across. But if you could promise to refrain from putting anything else you find under the sink in my drinks, I’d really appreciate it.” It had only taken the jury two days to come back with a verdict. I sat on the edge of the couch as we all waited with held breath as we watched the live stream from home. “Related to the charge of felony child neglect resulting in great bodily harm. We the people of the jury find the defendant Debrah Martniff guilty. Relating to the charges of three counts of felony first degree murder. We the people of the jury find the defendant Debrah Martniff guilty.” The house erupted into cheers. I don’t even remember standing up, but I was on my feet exchanging jubilant hugs with my family. We danced around the living room until I could no longer breathe. “I’m so proud of you.” My mom said grabbing my face and squishing it against her palms. “I know that must have been so hard to go through. I wasn’t sure if my mom had still been harboring doubts about whether or not I had done this to myself, but now I had the peace of mind of knowing she knew the truth. “I wish James was alive to see this.” I said solemnly. “I know, honey, but James was very sick for a long time. There was nothing you could have done. The doctor said there was no way to reverse the damage that had already been done to him.” “I know.” I said. I didn’t know why I had expected him to get completely better as soon as he was away from Debbie. At least I knew his last months were some of his best. He had even told me so on one of the countless trips to his hospital room, where we watched anime and cartoons together until the nurses kicked me out for the day. “Mr. Montgomery called earlier.” my dad said, snapping my head out of the bittersweet memories. “Oh.” I said. “What’s up?” “He said be prepared to get a nice big check in the mail soon. The school district wants to settle out of court for failure to report child abuse. Depending on how much it is, we're thinking of opening a college fund for you.” “I know what I’m not going to study if I go to college. Law.” My days of being in a courtroom were done. The End
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