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     A sudden light flashes in the darkness but your eyes fail to register your surroundings. There's only slight pain from the sudden illumination. The ground doesn't exist, yet you aren't falling. You are suspended in the air, in darkness, with no recollection of the past.

    Suddenly a cool mist passes by caressing your face only slightly, but enough for a momentary relief from the sweltering heat and heavy weight of the surrounding air. After the passing of the mist, the air turns cool, and the humidity parts like a curtain on a stage. Its bliss for now, but decisions must be made. Where are you, and better yet, why does it seem like you've been here your whole life yet your existence has only seemingly begun a second ago. A mystery whose key is hidden miles out of reach. Nonetheless, with small steps, that key will be reach, and the first step starts now

=? I should be falling

=! I should be rising

=+ I should be spinning

=* ˜ø˜ ˙åˆ ®å©ˆø˜´    

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     A sudden change in atmosphere indicates that you are moving. It is difficult to tell which way, but there's no doubt that you aren't in the same place you just were an instant ago. You become curious, yet with a sprinkle of fear. The fear of not knowing, mixed with a typical phobia of darkness. 

     It never occurred to you that you are absolutely unaware of the speed at which are moving. For all you know, you could be falling at hundreds of miles per hour ready to collide with the ground at any moment, yet something draws your judgement away from believing that theory.

     Your heart sinks slightly as you begin to realize that the air is gradually becoming hotter, and seemingly at an exponential rate. Its as though you are gravitating towards the sun, speeding up as you're getting nearer. 

     The darkness is lifting! After all that time in the void, your eyes forgot how to see, but now you spot that your surroundings are becoming brighter. Its not completely black anymore, but more like dark grey, like a gradient going from black to white. You can see below you a large black square, like a platform, or a box, from where you just came, or at least thats what you can infer. Whether its a platform or a box is impossible to tell since the lack of light and shadow in the place you are in deprives you of 3d perception. The only 2 things you are fairly confident in are that it is getting hotter, and that you are moving upward.

=? Colder Please

=! Warmer please

=* œ¨´ß†å ßç´¬†å ˜ø˜ ´ßˆß†´´ 

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     The temperature of the air remains unchanged, but a sudden blanket of drowsiness falls upon you, and you are pulled into a sweet deep slumber; something you wouldn't consider possible under the current circumstances.

====You begin to dream.....====

     You wake up in a cold room. There is a dim light the source of which doesn't exist, but its enough for you to be able to make out your surroundings. A thin layer of ice and snow covers the walls. Its just like a freezer except bigger, enough to be someone's bedroom. You look down and notice that you are completely naked, and as if you weren't aware of this previously, you observe that you are male.

     As you come to your senses you begin to feel the effects of sitting naked on cold ice. The frost begins to bite at you and you feel like you need to stand up before it gets unbearable

=? Keep sitting

=! Get up

=* ∑å˚´ ¨π ˆ†ß å ∂®´åµ¡

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     Yet getting up just seems like so much work, too much for you at the moment. You remain sitting on the icy ground, thinking about nothing but the emptiness of the room. The cold bites harder and harder over time, but then seems to fade a bit as the nerves in your body are slowed and dulled down. Your whole body begins to quiver to compensate for the loss of heat, but you continue sitting, allowing the cold to slowly drain the life out of you. 

     Some time passes and you catch yourself drifting off once or twice. You are unsure whether to give in or not, but it seems like you won't be able to resist it much longer anyway. Sure enough, a few minutes more, and you slip into a slumber from which you will never wake up, but then you do.

=====You wake up======

     You gasp for breath, inhaling deep breaths and exhaling them as rapidly as your lungs could handle. You are alive. Thats all that matter to you right now. You look around and notice that your surroundings are almost completely white. You recall that before your nightmarish nap, you were floating upwards from the black void you started in towards the brightness of white. 

     It doesn't take you long to realize the unbearably slow speed at which the colors around you are changing. Its almost like watching the hour hand on a clock. With nothing but yourself for entertainment, you feel like its worth devoting a few minutes towards deciding how to relieve your boredom. You notice that unlike the freezer room from your dream, you are actually wearing something. Some jeans, underwear, socks, and a white shirt. No shoes, which you find quite strange, as if whoever put you here purposefully left your outfit incomplete. 

=! Take off shirt

=? Take off Jeans

=* †å˚´ øƒƒ ´√´®¥†˙ˆ˜©

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     You decide to take off all of your clothes. It's strangely discomforting to think of undressing only partially, so in a minute, you are completely naked just like in your dream, except this draws your attention to one difference: you are female. You notice this, to your horror, in your peripheral vision, at first not believing it, but then confirming it with a glance towards your legs. How is it possible that you dreamt so vividly of being in a man's body while being a woman?. How is that possible? A shiver crawls sluggishly down your back, moving at a slow pace, spreading tingles and needles all throughout your body. You let your attention sway towards the clothes you just took off. A pair of jeans and boxers. Not at all something a girl would wear. Perhaps thats what fooled you at the beginning. Instead of allowing the strange reality to sink in, you move past quickly back to the previous dilemma: entertainment. Now that your clothes are off, you find that you have many more choices at your disposal.

=! Tear the clothing into pieces

=? Masturbate

=* ∫ø†˙

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     Your mind impatiently hops back to the fact that you are female, not liking that you are leaving the thought hanging. It feels so strange being a woman. It just isn’t right. You could swear that you were a man your whole life. Your mind doesn’t feel like that of a woman. It feels much simpler and straight forward. You could almost grab a handful of non-existent memories that would in theory, prove you are a man, yet those thoughts don’t exist because your past doesn’t exist. You shut down that thought and begin to think much more basically. If you were a man your whole life and now became a woman, there’s one thing you must try before this miracle is over: the feeling of a female orgasm. Something you were curious about your whole life, the life that you feel existed before you arrived here.

     It seems like your past is starting to take shape. Distant thoughts and memories are coming close just out of reach but enough that you can see them and recognize things that you don’t remember. It’s like looking at a photograph with smudged faces. The excitement and anticipation of remembering your past dangles a scary thought in the back of your mind: what if it’s all it your head? What if you’re not remembering the past, but rather, your mind is filling in empty gaps with false information. Maybe you were a woman in the past, but think you are a man because that’s what seems comforting at the moment. It’s funny how thoughts start to play games when you’re deprived of input from the outside world. A chain of thoughts forms, only to be shattered by another thought, and the cycle continues.

     Well now that a chain just got shattered, you feel free to stop thinking and rest easy for now. You eye your surroundings once more, seeing nothing but light gray gradually turning to white at a horribly slow pace, and then you close your eyes. You feel your heart slow down a few notches as you relax completely. The air feels perfect, right on the threshold between hot and cold. You could even feel an occasional breeze pass by. Now that relaxation has completely settled in, you slowly snake your hand down and between your legs, but a piercing startling sensation scares all your relaxation away as you hand makes contact with a penis. You jolt up and open your eyes, and your heart returns to a speeding pace. What is the meaning of this? How is this possible? What’s going on? Questions soar across your mind but you can’t catch a single one. It’s just chaos. You were a woman just a second ago, but now you are a man. You feel scared to look down. What is going on…

    You manage to recover tranquility a little bit. You are coming to accept the strangeness of this place, but you know you could never fully understand it. You long for that feeling of relaxation that your managed to achieve right before you were mercilessly shocked into waking up, but you aren’t sure you want to attempt to get it back in fear of it getting interrupted again.

=! Relax

=? Don't Relax

=* µå˚´ µ´ å ∑øµå˜ å©åˆ˜

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