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Hi my name is Alice and i am transgender, i decided at a young age that i was different from pretty much all the boys, i always dreamed about being female and i can't tell you how many time i wanted to remove "it"! Unfortunately i was oblivious to what transgender meant, i never knew that i could actually make a change. I also had a lot of mental issues when i was young so i never really explored who i was. A couple years ago i was just looking up random words and i came across the word transgender and immediately said "that's me". A couple days later i came out and most of my family is accepting, which i am very grateful for, because i didn't think it would end up that way!

 

Anyways i thought i would create this thread so we could share our stories. I also thought it would be cool if we could vent to each other, swap resources and give advice, just a simple thread to chat.

 

Can't wait to get to know you and hear your story! ^-^

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I always thought about what it would be like to have been born a female, but I never felt like a transgender, just fascinated by it. I definitely wouldn't want to become female, but sometimes I kinda wish I had been born one though I'd probably say the opposite had that happened. I guess I'm just bored of the male life.

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I always thought about what it would be like to have been born a female, but I never felt like a transgender, just fascinated by it. I definitely wouldn't want to become female, but sometimes I kinda wish I had been born one though I'd probably say the opposite had that happened. I guess I'm just bored of the male life.

Yeah i wish i could have been born with the proper gender, but i can't live in this body for to much longer, i just can't be myself like this!

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Are you planning on having the surgery? I hear it's very risky and doesn't always come out so well.

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Yes definitely as soon as possible, i've been planning this for months though and yes i know i could lose the ability to orgasm or even die during the surgery because it's a very bloody surgery, but it's worth it to me!

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I've always been fascinated by transgendered individuals, transsexual/transgender porn and erotic stories are a huge turn-on for me(I visit the website Futanari Palace very often), i'd love to meet a TG girl someday.

If you don't mind i'd like to ask a few questions to clarify, were you born with both male and female parts(I.E. breasts and a penis) and had your male parts removed?  Or were you born with all male parts and changed to all female?

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I was born with a female mind, but unfortunately i have a male body! So yeah all male parts, but going to change that as soon as possible!

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It would be nice to expereince what it would be like as the oppisite gender.

But imagine, not being able to express yourself or be yourself. No one really knows who i am as a person and neither do i, because society has forced me to keep that side of me locked up and until i can openly express myself in my true gender, people will never know who i am! Sorry i'm being a little dramatic!

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So this is the letter i received from Pflag, i got so excited, i actually had a panic attack, i'm okay though!

 

Dear TAG members,

Today, an independent review panel in the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services ruled that Medicare cannot categorically exclude treatment for gender dysphoria, including transition-related care. 

This decision eliminates the nationwide rule that transition-related surgeries cannot be covered by Medicare. Now, decisions on coverage for transition-related care, like hormone therapy or surgeries, will be made on the basis of individual medical need and clinical standards, not outdated prejudices.

Repealing this rule means Medicare will now treat transgender healthcare just as other healthcare procedures are treated under Medicare. It puts decisions about our healthcare back in the hands of doctors and patients rather than bureaucrats or insurance companies.

 

and then i received another letter confirming that they will actually cover the surgeries and things like hormones! I am so happy, in a short amount of time, i finally get to be myself in front of people and myself, especially when i look in the mirror, i won't see a stranger! Thank you guys so much for embracing me, i love you all so much, if it wasn't for this forum a may not have had the courage to come out!

 

There are things i still have to accomplish, but i have the coolest therapist, her name is Kriss and she is helping me, by taking me out in the open as Alice, i still need to lose a bit of weight, but at least everything is set in motion and hopefully by the end of the year, i'll be ready for the surgery!

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/waves~

 

I fit somewhere near genderfluid.  I'm FAAB.  I never feel female, but I sometimes feel feminine.  I often feel some mixture of masculine and feminine--somewhere under the genderqueer umbrella, I guess--, or just plain male.

 

I've been on testosterone shots since January 2013 and I'm so, so pleased with the changes so far.  I hope to get some surgeries in a few years--removal of ovaries and top surgery--and save up to be able to change my name.  The name change process here costs over $200 and I'm on disability, so it's not something I can easily pay for, unfortunately.

 

I've been out for a few years.  All of my friends and family are cool with it, which totally shocked me.  I knew my friends wouldn't react poorly, but I was worried about my family.  Especially my 82-year-old Christian grandmother.  But she's got an awesome view on life, she doesn't care what other people do or believe in as long as they're not hurting others.  So she's fully supportive of me, and so is my mother and brother.  Thankfully, my bigoted father is dead.

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/waves~

 

I fit somewhere near genderfluid.  I'm FAAB.  I never feel female, but I sometimes feel feminine.  I often feel some mixture of masculine and feminine--somewhere under the genderqueer umbrella, I guess--, or just plain male.

 

I've been on testosterone shots since January 2013 and I'm so, so pleased with the changes so far.  I hope to get some surgeries in a few years--removal of ovaries and top surgery--and save up to be able to change my name.  The name change process here costs over $200 and I'm on disability, so it's not something I can easily pay for, unfortunately.

 

I've been out for a few years.  All of my friends and family are cool with it, which totally shocked me.  I knew my friends wouldn't react poorly, but I was worried about my family.  Especially my 82-year-old Christian grandmother.  But she's got an awesome view on life, she doesn't care what other people do or believe in as long as they're not hurting others.  So she's fully supportive of me, and so is my mother and brother.  Thankfully, my bigoted father is dead.

Yeah i've lived my life as a male for most of my life, because that's how society expected me to be and even then i never really fit in around my male friends, i identified with the girls way more, but i definitely have a mixture of masculinity and femininity, sometimes i look at myself as a tomboy!

 

Yeah i'm on disability too and it's not much to live on even with food stamps. I don't know if you can get the name change covered but it would be something worth looking into for us both, i'll see what i can find! Are you changing you name to Kei or is it going to be something different?

 

Yeah when i came out i was pretty shocked too, everyone was really nice and accepting and if anyone does rejects me, i could care less, because all the people that matter already accepted me! :)

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So Kei's getting a penis, and Shado is getting a vagina. That's awesome. I love it.

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Yeah i've lived my life as a male for most of my life, because that's how society expected me to be and even then i never really fit in around my male friends, i identified with the girls way more, but i definitely have a mixture of masculinity and femininity, sometimes i look at myself as a tomboy!

 

Yeah i'm on disability too and it's not much to live on even with food stamps. I don't know if you can get the name change covered but it would be something worth looking into for us both, i'll see what i can find! Are you changing you name to Kei or is it going to be something different?

 

Yeah when i came out i was pretty shocked too, everyone was really nice and accepting and if anyone does rejects me, i could care less, because all the people that matter already accepted me! :)

I've looked into it already, and it's not something the government will cover. :(

 

Yeah, I'll be changing my name to Kei Julian James [Last Name].  My current middle name is Julia [which is my mother's name] and I'm just making it Julian.  Dad's name was James, so I'm adding that in.

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Just to point something out, i got a little confused about the letter i thought they were talking about Medicaid and it's actually for people with Medicare, but this is still good news and we are definitely headed in the right direction!

 

@Kei Love the name, mine will be Alice Noel [Last Name], Noel is what my mother would have named me if i was born with the correct genitals, especially since i'm a December baby! ^-^

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Correction: Actually Noel would have been my middle name if i was born a girl and Melissa would have been my first name!

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I may not consider switching My gender, but I do understand that 'thing' can be really annoying at times (not too bad for Me) when its at awkward spots to the point of not being comfortable, even when it 'grows' doesn't help much so yeah I can see why you want to remove 'it' if you really hate being a male. I'm glad your family were able to accept you for who are, and if you manage to be a female I do hope you enjoy being a female.

 

For Me I really don't have much problems being a Male (despite there are some downsides I've already mention), what does get Me to worry about as a Male was something I looked up especially since I've started wearing diapers when comes to where that 'thing' is suppose to be pointing, which is something I've never been able to do or use to a certain point which unfortunately causes leaks. Its one of these things were you got to be careful, because you'd end up getting hurt even worst. What does make Me think is I really wish this 'thing' wouldn't grow (I'd even have ideas that being a female would be easier, although there are others that does have its downside), but I don't tend to give up & still want to manage things.

 

I do have a little bit interest of transgender characters in Anime/Manga/Videogames, I mostly get so easily fool when I thought it was a female but they'd still manage to be really interesting which I don't mind that much.

 

I would still mostly just continue for what I am (despite the flaws), and being able to explore stuff. I have abit of autism which for Me isn't as effective, which I have bit of mixed personalities, I mostly don't make much friends in real-life (that doesn't involve gaming or this community) & don't social much with online being an exception. When I was doing My project, & join this community I'm really started to become a lot more open. I'm just enjoying life for what it is, despite there bad stuff out there.

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I may not consider switching My gender, but I do understand that 'thing' can be really annoying at times (not too bad for Me) when its at awkward spots to the point of not being comfortable, even when it 'grows' doesn't help much so yeah I can see why you want to remove 'it' if you really hate being a male. I'm glad your family were able to accept you for who are, and if you manage to be a female I do hope you enjoy being a female.

I am not a male though and i am not going to be female, because i already am female in the mind, i am just fixing my body! People who are male who desire to be female are called transsexual, but i am transgender which means i already am female at heart and mind, but i was just born with the wrong body! Having that thing is a great annoyance i hate it, i've even wanted to cut it off when i was younger and almost did too. I hate the way it feels and when i masturbate, i try to use my imagination and pretend it's a vagina, that's the only way! I also hate the sound of my voice and some of my facial features, it literally feels like i am trapped in the wrong body! Even when i look in the mirror i see a stranger it kills me, so yeah i really really hate being male!

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I am not a male though and I am not going to be female, because I already am female in the mind, I am just fixing my body! People who are male who desire to be female are called transsexual, but I am transgender which means I already am female at heart and mind, but I was just born with the wrong body! Having that thing is a great annoyance I hate it, I've even wanted to cut it off when I was younger and almost did too. I hate the way it feels and when I masturbate, I try to use my imagination and pretend it's a vagina, that's the only way! I also hate the sound of my voice and some of my facial features, it literally feels like I am trapped in the wrong body! Even when I look in the mirror I see a stranger it kills me, so yeah I really really hate being male!

 

Everyone has wishes that they were born different (I'd sometimes have thoughts like that), even some males just don't like their own gender and may wish they were born as females. There are ways like surgery, but the final conclusion is would you want surgery to make wishes come true? Here is a bit of advice and let Me tell this can be hard based on emotions, don't let your entire body bother you to the point of feeling miserable or wanting to hurt yourself. (If you ever cut it off by yourself, it will hurt the worst to the point of sever pain. Trust Me, because when I was 19 years old I had urine problems & doctors were thinking of getting mines cut off that I had ever since birth which never was cut off. But My mother would've never want Me to feel such pain, all I had to do to get better was drink fluids & when I'm showering peel that thing)

 

But anyway, I understand that being a male isn't fun at all or you just plain hate every male features. You could be strong enough of not letting your male body bother you, having a mind & heart of a female, using your imagination, and fixing your body proves that your making progress which is a good thing. All you got do is overcome the obstacles and whatever goal you have in mind by all means do your best to fulfill it.

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Everyone has wishes that they were born different (I'd sometimes have thoughts like that), even some males just don't like their own gender and may wish they were born as females. There are ways like surgery, but the final conclusion is would you want surgery to make wishes come true? Here is a bit of advice and let Me tell this can be hard based on emotions, don't let your entire body bother you to the point of feeling miserable or wanting to hurt yourself. (If you ever cut it off by yourself, it will hurt the worst to the point of sever pain. Trust Me, because when I was 19 years old I had urine problems & doctors were thinking of getting mines cut off that I had ever since birth which never was cut off. But My mother would've never want Me to feel such pain, all I had to do to get better was drink fluids & when I'm showering peel that thing)

 

But anyway, I understand that being a male isn't fun at all or you just plain hate every male features. You could be strong enough of not letting your male body bother you, having a mind & heart of a female, using your imagination, and fixing your body proves that your making progress which is a good thing. All you got do is overcome the obstacles and whatever goal you have in mind by all means do your best to fulfill it.

Like i said i wanted to cut it off when i was "younger" and actually when i have the surgery they will actually turn it inside out and that will be the vagina, so it would have been terrible if i were to actually cut it off, because then i wouldn't be able to have the surgeries! Also it's not about being strong, how can you expect me to be comfortable in the wrong body and having people see you as something your not, i don't think you full understand how i feel. I will never be happy until i can live legitimately and fully express myself! Surgery would be a dream come true, i don't care how bloody it is, i don't even care if i die as long as i give it shot, i'd rather be dead than to continue to live like this!

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Like I said I wanted to cut it off when I was "younger" and actually when I have the surgery they will actually turn it inside out and that will be the vagina so it would have been terrible if i were to actually cut it off, because then i wouldn't be able to have the surgeries! Also it's not about being strong, how can you expect me to be comfortable in the wrong body and having people see you as something your not, i don't think you full understand how i feel. I will never be happy until i can live legitimately and fully express myself! Surgery would be a dream come true, i don't care how bloody it is, i don't even care if i die as long as i give it shot, I'd rather be dead than continue to live like this!

 

Even when if almost hurt yourself when you were "younger", just imagine if something in life that makes you miserable it can get to the point where you want to hurt yourself or thinking of committing suicide. (I got a friend who would've wanted to hurt himself even if it means take his own life away. I do get moments where life & My body makes Me worry so much I would want to be dead) I'm not expecting anything since there are many situations in life & other people that could not make anyone comfortable, especially if you have personal stuff that you wouldn't want to share to the world or that your struggling with.

 

Even if it wasn't about being strong, but you can't just let details like that get the best of you to the point of doing something rash. There is always a time where that 'thing' was a bit of concern to Me from readjusting it so its not in uncomfortable spots, having doctors touching 'it' (which is the worst), having for Me to peel it, having Me trying to get use to pointing down & knowing when you got to be careful to point of breaking that 'thing' ever since I bought diapers. I seriously wouldn't want to doctors to cut it & I wouldn't change My gender based on what I've read. I had many times where I wanted to kill Myself from life problems & body issues, but I haven't nor likely will kill Myself based on whats wrong with life or body.

 

Nothing about life or body is always meant to be comfortable nor great, If there is something that will make you happy & express yourself, then just continue on & try to get what you desire.

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