desperation Meditation Wetting

I attempt to read a meditation practice from my hypnobirthing book, while having to pee extremely bad. I'm 20 weeks pregnant at this point, and the pressure on my bladder is becoming unbearable when I hold it now. I try to hide my desperation from you while I read, but almost immediately, certain phrases just cause me to spurt. Soon, the spurts turn to more of a flow, which start to really soak my jeans. The flow begins to cascade, causing my jeans to really start to glisten and shine. I love the way jeans look as they slowly soak up more and more pee. At the end, I show you my wet panties and even some more pee that trickles out. Hope you enjoy! xo