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About this blog
Just a quick intro of me and my thoughts about (female) desperation.
There's something erotic about a woman, when she's desperate to pee I find.
No idea where these thoughts ,feelings or inclinations come from (maybe I'd make a great subject for a shrink 😉
but it's allways been my 'thing' .My fetish or kink one might say.
Ever since I was in my teens my eyes would allways wonder off watching for those particular signs ,exposing a woman of having an overly filled bladder. At school there sometimes wouldn't be time for a teacher to take a quick peebreak during class and I made it my goal to predict when one of female teachers was desperate to relieve herself. Though this might sounds creepy I can defend myself by saying that I didn't hurt anyone in any way, I didn't stare, didn't make 'funny' or otherwise humiliating comments-none of the above. It was nothing more than making a small bet with myself: is she..or is she not.. Just watching where she's going after class and see if I was right.
In my first dating years I was doing pretty much the same as all the boys in my age group. But besides sex, the kissing and fumbling that goes with that age there'd be allways something else also attracting my attention.Long waitinglines for the ladiesroom for instance..all that bobbing up and down,clenched fists,legs crossed,shifting from one foot to another..this was sheer heaven for me to watch !So, my excitement about female desperation was allways there-hidden from the rest of the world,ever so discreet but never gone or even in the background in my mind. I found that weird and wanted to be 'normal' as I thought everybody else was. Tried to stop thinking about it,tried to become 'decent' and only fantasize about boobs.legs and behinds but..alas, it seems the way mother nature had wired me I now realize.
Dating was fun,sure,sex was great,loved it and still do..but when the time came that everyone had a pc and surfed the internet I did still go on a search. Would there be more people like me around? Sexually excited about this 'female desperation' -thing ? I couldn't imagine it would be so. I looked into all kinds of groups,fora,kink-sites etc.etc. Even tried out if a bdsm-type relationship was something for me. It turned out it wasn't.. And then one day I found it: 'Thomas Water Resources Pages' it was called I believe, a then allready ancient website filled with stories, experiences and sightings,all about this one thing I'd been dreaming about for as long as I could remember: the 'desperation to pee' . After that one I found wetset,a bunch of newsgroups (you had to know where to look,once there it was like a domino-stack falling, from one surprise into another ,link after link )
Now I find myself in a time where it is much more easy to discuss these kinds of 'kinks' or sexual preferences. The internet may becoming more prudish in a fast tempo and sex is becoming a dirty term again but look where we are now.
So much more can be explored,shared and said then all those years before.
For myself this means I make the best of it- share experiences, ideas and make new friends .I hope you do too.
Sincerely,
Mike